Can things get even worse for me? I had my review with my boss today and it didn't go well. I didn't get my raise because I "supposedly" didn't meet the standards. What in the fuck am I supposed to do? How is that possible that I work my ass off and I'm not good enough? I can't win with anything. I'm good for fucking nothing! I can't get a hold of someone to talk to. I think I have already lost it. I'm just so unhappy. I don't care anymore. This place sucks, this economy sucks, this life sucks. What have I got to fucking live for seriously?!? I'm miserable, I'm grumpy and I've become mean. Don't let this smile I hide behind fool you. I want to stop this madness, tears that never go away. What is the fucking point? I don't want to fucking feel anymore.
In Too Deep
All that time I was searching, nowhere to run to, it started me
Thinking
Wondering what I could make of my life, and who'd be waiting
Asking all kinds of questions, to myself, but never finding the answers
Crying at the top of my voice, and no one listening
All this time, I still remember everything you said
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep
So listen, listen to me
Ooh you must believe me
I can feel your eyes go thru me
But I don't know why
Ooh I know you're going, but I can't believe
It's the way that you're leaving
It's like we never knew each other at all, it may be my fault
I gave you too many reasons, being alone, when I didn't want to
I thought you'd always be there, I almost believed you
All this time, I still remember everything you said, oh
There's so much you promised, how could I ever forget
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep
So listen, listen to me
I can feel your eyes go thru me
It seems I've spent too long
Only thinking about myself - oh
Now I want to spend my life
Just caring bout somebody else
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep
Listen, you know I love you, but I just can't take this
You know I love you, but I'm playing for keeps
Although I need you, I'm not gonna make this
You know I want to, but I'm in too deep
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