I'd rather be hated for who I am, then loved for who I'm not.

I know I have many haters out there who are already reading my blog thinking negative thoughts about what I have written here, but if I didn’t write what I truly feel then this whole blog would be a lie and pointless. I know that one person doesn’t hate me as she told me she could never do that. So here I am writing this entry with a lump in my throat, heavy eyes and feeling totally helpless. Honestly, what I write is from my heart, from my intuition and this is not intended to offend anyone. I’m not trying to get anything back from anyone; I just say things that always are left hanging and having this blog is an outlet for me. What I think is that if people don’t want to be upset about this, they shouldn’t be reading my blog – just sayin’.

Hate Me lyrics

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape, to remind me that I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?

and will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?

and will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things i didnt do for you

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing

I won't touch againIn a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night

While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hands

And then I fell down yelling "make it go away" just make a smile

Come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered "How could you do this to me?

"Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you.

For you

For you

For you