I can't seem to shake the pain

I will never ever be the same person I had been before. I've been so hurt time after time and I have lost my true self. I can't help the tears that fall uncontrollably while I try to focus on doing my work, but I just get distracted. This is just insane how much a heartbreak can affect me so much. I try to keep myself busy and get my mind off things, but the feelings just keep coming back. As I said to her that I can't see myself with another person, I really did mean it. I have tried to see something new in another person but it's just not the same. The people who I've met or will come my way would be just another someone and I would just end up settling for. I can't find the happiness that I had felt. I'd rather be with the love of my life and go through even the worst with her than to be with another. What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm just so fucked up that even though other good things come my way, it doesn't seem to at all matter. I don't have her and she's the one I need.

Even though the moment just passed me by, I still can't turn away. It won't ever get easier. Somehow I need a way to escape from all this because it is all killing me.



"Everybody Knows"

It gets harder everyday, but I can't seem to shake the pain.
I'm trying to find the words to say, please stay.
It's written all over my face.
I can't function the same when you're not here.
Calling your name when no one's there.
And I hope one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.
One more try,
one more try,
one more try,
'Cause everybody knows, nobody really knows.

I don't care what people say, they brought it all in anyway.
Baby don't fill up your head with he-said, she-said.
It seems like you just don't know. (don't know)
The radio's on, you're tuning me out.
I'm trying to speak, you're turning me down.
And I know one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.
One more try,
one more try,
one more try,
'Cause everybody knows, nobody really knows.

Oh I wish you would understand.
Just an ordinaryman.
I wish that we have known
That everybody knows, that nobody really knows.

And I know one day you'll see nobody has it easy.
I still can't believe you've found somebody new.
But I wish you the best, I guess.

Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows.
How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt.
We've heard it all before, that everybody knows just how to make it right.
I wish we gave it one more try.
One more try,
one more try,
one more try.
'Cause everybody knows that nobody really knows.