Here I am

All I can say is there is no one else that I want or need more than I do than my girl. She's my reason and she is my world.

Marriage Proposal

So my dream I had before I woke up this morning felt amazing. I'll skip to the highlighted parts of it, because well that's the only one I did remember. So my cousin's husband got out of this room that we were all in where the floor was a shark infested water. I asked him if he saw Lila, my gf. He said, " yeah I saw her she's really crazy." So I went to look for her in her bedroom, I snuck in through different doors and got to her room. She was laying in the bed and I got in bed with her. She was holding me and smiling  and I asked her if she would marry me. She looked at me and held me close and kissed me on the lips and said yes. I said really? She said yes really and was smiling and we were just hugging each other with our faces right up against each other. She said, "yes babe and you'll also have to ask my mom's permission for my hand in marriage." We just kept hugging each other and holding each other the way we do when we really are together, laying on bed and unfortunately I woke up. I hope that my dreams come true, because I want her to be my one and only. I want her to be my last, I don't want to be with any one other than her. She changed my life and she made me believe that I can love again. 

Birthday Girl

I wanna be with my baby right now! It's her birthday and I want to make her feel special in a nice n' naughty way! ;] Why can't I be the one there with her instead of the things I had bought her? I want my baby! =[ 

I like it when she likes it

It's just special when my gf likes the links that I dedicate for her on fb, since she doesn't really go on as much. Yup that's my beautiful gf right at the top of the pics I had posted below. Pictures don't do her justice though, she's much more gorgeous in person (even though she had modeled in her teen years - she didn't want to continue in that...long story - but that's for another blog). The song I had dedicated to my gf on fb is so us. I can't stress enough about the way I feel about her, but like always, I do love her so much.

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The girl I love

There's my hardworking babe. Time is winding down and my gf will be done soon and I'll be able to finally talk and see my baby!!! In the times I haven't seen or spoken to my love, I have just been daydreaming about how it was when we were together and it brings back everything like it happened yesterday. I love my gf. I really really love her so much and I just have nothing but amazing and great feelings about her. We are so perfect for each other, I'm tellin' ya!

Yup, nothing to worry

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Flashbacks with my gf

So I was curious to read my blogs that I had wrote in 2011 before my gf to see how I used to be. I read probably 2 of my blogs and couldn't believe how crazy depressing I had sound. I wish to never be that way again because reading that just got me down. I decided to read up on the start of meeting my amazing gf that I have now and I couldn't stop laughing and smiling about how we were getting to know each other and how she made me feel. I'm still not done reading about us, but it totally lifted up my spirits.

Below is attached is the form I had received from Cameron Ross, I guess the owner of J.G. Ross Bakery in the UK, who helped me order my cake to be delivered to my gf on her special day. It's just another one of the surprises that I had sent over to my gf to make her day and put a smile on her face: