Big Day

The day is finally here, I'm flying out from Chicago to my love in Scotland! I woke up yesterday morning  feeling pretty excited as usual, but this time I got nervous and in the shower I kept almost throwing up! Volleyball and drag racing calmed me down, so we'll see I'm still up until 1.40 almost 2am in the morning packing. My hyperness slowed down a bit for now, so this might help a little on me relaxing and not feeling anxious. I hope this helps me rest up on the plane as well. I can't believe I'm finally going to see my baby!!! <3 =]

Almost

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I wear my heart upon my sleeve, like it's a big deal

I met my gf's neighbor next door Anastasios, who is her friend's bf. She said something to him in Greek and said this is Cheryl - she's coming here in 5 days. He came in the room again yesterday needing something, and she still continues to talk to me and call me babe. I love how open and free she is, I feel so amazingly special!

My gf told me that she got an email from her ex on fb, she said she isn't friends with her, but that she didn't block her. She said that she was asking my gf if she would like to hang out next week, because she will be returning to Aberdeen from London. My gf said that she can't hang out with her this week. Her ex was like, why not? My baby said, because my gf is coming that week, but we can hang out in April. My gf's ex didn't say anything after that. My gf was like, if I only knew it would take only that to say to her ex to stop bothering her, she would have done that sooner. I laughed so hard. My gf said I see that you are really happy and not only because of this...(she was referring to how excitingly happy I looked because I'm about to see her soon). I was playing around, saying that I didn't know what she was talking about. =]

My gf was telling me that when she graduates that she has two options: to go to the ceremony or she doesn't have to show up to the ceremony and have it mailed to her so she won't have to go back. She was
like babe, do you want to come here and during that time you can stay longer? I said yeah babe, when is it? She told me in July. She said that we can talk about it more in detail when I get there. It makes me so happy to have all these plans of being with my babe and that she is asking me in advance, when I still haven't gotten to her yet! Even though we are in a long distance relationship, I feel we are so close...like we've been together forever. <3

My baby was teasing me because I got all shy, she was like is this the part again where we don't talk. I said that it's not fair and that she's not allowed to do that. She was like, what? Not fair? She said that the last time she had to go through it, while I was talking dirty to her. I said that I'm only allowed to do it. She said that payback will come when I get there. I told her that right now it was feeling unreal and that I wasn't nervous the other days, but now it's getting closer and I'm becoming anxious. My baby said that it does feel unreal, but it's not a weird unreal. It's a good unreal feeling. I said I know babe. She was giving me a pep talk about how I know all about her and that we've been talking for a year, so it shouldn't be that difficult breaking the ice. She said she will make me feel relaxed and not to worry. She gave me a whole uplifting speech to make me feel better. She was like, is that enough pep talk or do you need more? I said, I'm good now coach. She laughed.

Her friend called and told me that she wanted to have dinner. She said babe, I'm going to be having a breakfast/lunch and dinner meal. I said ok babe go have your breakfast, lunch n' dinner without me. She said awww. I said babe, save the dessert for me. She said I'll definitely leave that for you babe and she blew me a kiss. I blew her a kiss back and she told me that she hopes to have more of that when I get there. I said, you for sure will have that because I have been waiting for that kiss for a long time. She smile and said, babe - I've been waiting for that kiss too. We blew each other kisses and I had to get a last look at her sweet smile before I hung up with her on Skype.

For what it's worth

She loves me! Song my baby dedicated for me <3:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaqYevMfeDM

It goes a little bit like this

I sit alone in the dark and laying on my bed, just listening to our playlist and staring at my baby's pic. I can't stop thinking of how close it is to the time that I'll finally feel my baby. I'm filled with so many emotions that feels so amazingly great. And I can't sleep because I'm super excited.

My baby finally got a mac and the one I want: iMac 27-in I-07! Her old pc crashed so she called up her dad and told him that her 5 yr old computer is done and she needed him to buy her a new one. I told my baby that I'm proud of her for finally getting it and that she won't have anymore problems. I said it's compact, slim and stylish. She was so happy and I said see no more windows. She told me yup, once you go mac...you'll never go back! She said now she got all the apple products: the Iphone, Ipad, IMac and her Ipod touch. We are so perfect together!

Speaking of being perfect together, I was telling my baby how I know things and I'm always right. Even when I'm wrong, I'm always right! But I told her that I'm never wrong, really. My baby is the same way she likes being right. My baby said, so we'll always be right for each other! I was laughing and smiling. I told her that it was all true!

I told my gf the story of what happened with my cousin from the night before and how I was having a bad time because she was pissing me off. I also told her about my friend who I hung out with and what went on between on us. She told me, babe is he hitting on you? I explained to her that I didn't know that he was and that I was just trying to be friends with him. I told her that on his fb page he has that he's in a relationship, so I thought that he just wants to have me as a friend. I told her I was just want to be friends and I wasn't trying anything. She said that she was getting a bit jealous, but that it was ok that we were only friends and that was it. She said she was holding back what she really wanted to say, but didn't want to make a big deal about it.

My baby had a lot of news for me. She told me about the cousin that she brought with her to Aberdeen when she first started. They haven't spoken in so long until recently. This cousin was who she met her bff, Evi (she's a year younger). Well this girl created drama between my gf and Evi because she was getting jealous that my girl was becoming close to her. She was the cousin my gf had first told that she was gay and told her not to say anything to anyone. Of course, she ended up telling the world and everyone found out. It's funny, same story with me, my cousin was the one to tell my mom about me being with a girl - while my baby's cousin told her father.

Well to make a long story short, my gf was pissed because her cousin Maria told her that she saw this cousin (Aberdeen) get close with her friend who is also a girl and kissed. My gf said she has the nerve to tell on her when this cousin was trying to hide this girl from everyone. This girl was in Greece, had a job and left to Aberdeen to be with my gf's cousin (saying she lost her job - when the reality was what no one knew). My gf has problems with her cousins turning the story around on her and making her look like she's the bad one. Same with me. My gf said the only person who know about her being gay was her mom and she was ok with that. She said she has no problem that people know that she is gay, she just doesn't like it when it is through gossip. She was like, I got nothing to hide (we think alike and I love it)!

My gf said that Evi had asked her if she was going to introduce her to me. My gf said no. She was like babe, trust me you don't want to meet her. She said especially right now because she wants to be the one to tell her dad first, before the whole rest of her family knows. I said to my babe that I completely understood. I told my gf that my teacher was asking if I would like to meet up, since she lives in hr away from Edinburg and that there was no pressure because she understood about long distance relationships. Since Aberdeen was farther, my teacher said that she would take a road trip and drive with the family to have dinner with us. I told my teacher I felt bad that she would drive so far to meet me and she wrote back: Three hours is NOTHING if you have flown across an ocean, Cheryl! And how many years? Let's not count. Hope to see you when you're here. Hooray!!! xx  My gf said she had no problem with it, I said great because she was my fav teacher from high school. I was telling her how she was Lila's age when she was teaching me. I said that she was the sweetest and most inspiring teacher I had, my yearbook teacher. My gf said, so I can ask her anything about you and how you were in high school? haha It's awesome that I'm going to meet my teacher and her family and that they will get to meet me and my gf!

Below are the loving text messages from my babe and the Skype messages we had sent to one another:

TGIF

I'm too tired to write so much right now about what happened last night, didn't get home until 2 in the morning. Highlights of Friday, hung out with a friend - hopefully he doesn't get mixed messages that I like him more than just a friend. He's always on my fb so he should know - it's obvious! Also hung out with my other friend who I haven't seen in so long and she said that she's happy for me with my gf - she didn't realize I had someone new. She wanted to see pics so I showed her and she said: Cheryl, she's really gorgeous! 

Well I know how to pick 'em and I like my woman to have the whole package looks, brains and beauty! Of course womanly, I'm a girl who likes girls not the butch kind. Seriously EW! Below are the texts from last night with me and my amazing babe <3:

When I see her face

Talked with my babe last night and it was so sweet seeing her face! Didn't talk to her the past few days because she finalized her thesis and sent it to me. My girlfriend is beautiful, funny, sweet, sexy and intelligent. Oh and she doesn't hold back on things and I can't say enough how great it feels!!! We talked so much, I don't have the time to write it all in one blog, but what I can tell you is that we enjoyed each others company just talking, laughing, smiling and being sweet with one another. I love my girlfriend so much!!! So my cousin had my cell phone and I had hers, so I had to text her from my cousin's phone (glad I had my gf's phone number on there)! <3

Below are the text messages sent and skype messages before and after we got off the webcam with each other: