My girlfriend is beautiful, she's funny, she's intelligent, she's got style, she won't hide me as her girlfriend, she's fun, she's sweet, she's loyal, she's challenging...etc. All these words describe the wonderful, young and vibrant woman who came into my life.
I want to hold her so badly and give her a long and passionate kiss. I want to get lost in her amazing, green eyes and make her smile (the best n sweetest ever) and make her laugh. I feel so good with her and I trust her completely.
I don't care about anyone else except for my baby. I don't care that I suffered an extreme heartbreak because the reality of it was to bring me to my Lila. At the time, I thought it was the most painful thing and I was questioning why such a terrible thing could happen to me? I'd do it over and over again if I knew that the outcome would be my love right now.
I can't express more, how happy I am to have found such an amazing girlfriend. I know I haven't physically touched her yet, but in time I will finally have my baby besides me. I've done an LDR before and I'm in one again and I know that this one is worth the wait. I can feel it and I have a great sense of intuition. I have nothing to worry about.
The other day, my bff was telling me when he was driving me home, that if my ex was here we could have gotten married in Chicago. Now that Chicago has legalized gay marriage. I said no, I'm glad it didn't happen because then I wouldn't have met Lila. He was like wow you've completely changed your mind. I said yes, she really is the best person to have entered my life. She without a doubt got me hypnotized, paralyzed and put a spell on me.
Right now you can't see it, but I have a huge smile on my face. Yup, that's what she does to me...she brings out the best in me! I love her so much for that and more! <3
So I finally got my tat done and I'm so happy I got it. It's just a simple tat that I got, but it means a lot to me. This tat is dedicated to my gf, it is especially for her. Why is this so special? Well because the tat I got was written in my gf's handwriting in Greek.
It says agapi in Greek letters above my wrist. In english it means love and Lila is my love. It's self explanatory. It's a very romantic tattoo and I think it's a sweet gesture to my one true love! So so soooo glad she came into my life. I couldn't have it any better! I love my baby! <3
Below is a pic of the tat just right after it was done and the other pic was taken just a few minutes ago.
My baby admitted she loved me before, but then again I'm finally getting more. Although, she doesn't have to say the words, because her actions definitely speaks louder...I love her so much! <3
I can't add this to my other blog from my phone so I'll just add a new one. I love my girl, my muse and my supportive other half!
Even though I don't talk to my girl every minute or day, I feel complete. I'm so crazy about her and I've fallen so deep, beyond any other love that I have felt before. I remember at one time I didn't want another girl and I thought that I couldn't get anyone better than what I thought I had.
I was desperate to fix what was broken. I researched about people waiting to get back with who they thought was the one for them. A lot of people said to move on and that things would get better. They said that if they didn't get heartbroken from "the one," they thought was their forever...they wouldn't have met the next best thing. I didn't believe that. I was definitely Tom from the movie 500 Days of Summer. I wanted to hold on to summer, but then Autumn came along.
I thought I was being punished, but the truth is as the saying goes: If you want the rainbow, you have to go through the rain. I've got the rainbow and Lila is my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. The pain that I had gone through, was so worth it. Lila mu is the one that that I'm waiting for...she's truly the one that holds my heart. <3
