Monday, March 14, 2011

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated

It sucks when you miss someone so much and there is nothing that you can do about it. One time in my life, I thought that everything had been perfect but then it all got taken away and that's when I found out that nothing lasts forever. Why must all good things come to an end? Am I just being punished? You spend so many days and nights talking to this person, texting them, Skyping them and flying across the oceans to be with them and one day it all disappears. Life is so unfair.

Everything gets all confusing when confronted with the sudden change of behavior of someone who you thought you knew. You start to question your sanity; you doubt your ability to get anything right. How is it that you go through so much with a person and then it all ends up falling apart and it's as if you have no clue of who that person is? You go from strangers, to friends, then you become more than friends and, now you are back to being strangers again.
I wasn't scared of anything, what I did fear was having my heartbroken again or even at all. She was and still is the love of my life and that is more of a reason to hurt the second time around. It’s the most painful thing to have to go through and it's not like your heart is the only thing broken - you feel like every part of your body is broken. It's so hard finding the shattered pieces to put back together. I don't know how long I will have this feeling for of being down and empty every day. I don't think it would ever go away. Sometimes I wish I was a kid again because bruises and cuts are easier to fix then a broken heart.

Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. ~Edna St. Vincent Millay




Miss You Love lyrics

I've run out of complicated theories
So now I'm taking back my words
And I'm preparing for the breakdown

Your t-shirt's lost its smell of you
And the bathroom's still a mess
Remind me why we decided this was for the best

Because I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love

I know the distance is a factor
But I stretch as often as I can
My goal's to reach your hands any day now

Please don't blame me for trying
To fix this one last time
I have a hard time as it is

Because I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love

Don't act like you don't know me
It's still me, I've never changed
I'll be here when you come back

And I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love

I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love
I miss you love

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