2011

It has been a great year for the most part, especially starting in May this year. After getting over a heartbreaking relationship and finally being able to move on and actually find the love of my life! So this year was more good than bad. *(This might be my last blog for 2011)!

To have a wonderful and amazingly beautiful girl come into my life is truly...such a blessing. I thought that what I had before was the best I could get and all that I deserved. If I knew what I know now than before, I wouldn't have fell into such a dark place. Things would have been easier, but c'est la vie. I deserved better and now I'm so high up in the skies that there is noway of getting me down from this love and happiness I have.

It wasn't easy getting my girl, she was a total challenge. To think that someone else wouldn't be able to catch my eye, well my baby got me hooked! She brought me a new beginning and made me forget all that happened in my past. All I had was her in my mind and I wanted her, although I had predicted that in the end she would be my girl. I never had a bad feeling about her except the 2 times that we broke up, but I didn't think too much of it because I knew we were soul mates.

I could feel only good vibes from my baby, she had been completely honest with me from the start. So that made it easier for me on my mind and not have to wonder or question about our relationship. She gave me a peace of mind (no headaches, no mind games, no doubts). Now she's part of my life and she's given me the best present ever, her heart. I trust her on a whole and it feels so great!

So closing out with 2011, I can't complain at all really (11 is my lucky number - and the year I met my baby). I'm ready for 2012, which I know is going to be an awesome year! My baby is coming to to be with me, I'm so lucky and happy! I love her! See you soon 2012!

Below are amazing texts from my baby!

Skyping in Greece with my love

Finally talked with my babe on skype since she left Aberdeen for Greece. I love how such a great couple we are! I will say the highlights of our conversation since it's 1am and I'm pretty sleepy.

My baby and I got into a conversation about cupcakes and I was telling her how much I love them. She told me that she was going to bring me flowers when she was going to pick me up from the airport, but she said she might do cupcakes instead. So sweet, I didn't expect her to bring me anything but herself! What a romantic my baby is, I didn't even think of that when I will pick her up from the airport! <3

I told my baby that I mentioned to my cousin when she gets here, that she will need to throw poker parties. My babe said, we are playing together as a team right? I said yes babe we're partners. She said good because I'm not going to play against you. She said that we'd play against each other only only to see who wins and the winner gets to bask in their glory...which she said would be her. She said that I would have to compliment her on her winning. I said babe, I'll just let you win because I'm awesome! We just kept teasing each other back and forth. I just can't wait until she gets here!

I was telling my baby that I'm not at all a fan of anything in Wisconsin, but I will start liking it only because she will be there! She said her friend is going to school there right now and he's helping her search for apartments, I'm definitely going to move in with my baby...yup I can be away from her as well! She said that they have almost the same majors, he's a microbiologist and her is genetics. The only difference between his degree & hers is at the end of the semester they have a few classes that are different.

Well when we finally going to get off on skype, which always takes awhile for me to let her go. She blew me a kiss and I blew her one back - she said I thought you forgot about the kiss. She really loves when I do that, I love when I get it back to. I can stress enough how amazing my gf is, I love her to the extreme! I'm finally going to have the other half besides me soon...yay I'm so excited!!!! SOOOO EXCITED!!!

Lila n Cheryl = Chela (Shay-la)

So I've missed my baby a whole lot since her holiday back home in Athens. I know she's spending quality time with her family and friends. I don't have to worry about hearing from her every second, she's got 110% of my trust.

I feel so good about my girl, so I'm going with my gut instincts of not having to worry about her. It's so freeing to know I found such a loyal woman. The more i'm away from her...the more I want her and miss her. Although, that feeling is always!

I'm still amazed and flattered that my baby is coming here for me. I can't stop smiling and jumping for joy about it. She makes me feel so special, wanted and loved. It reminds me of the tv show Felicity where she was in love with this guy forever from her high school, but never said anything to him. She was graduating and knew she would never see him again. So what she did was follow him all the way to the college he was attending in NYC, that's how in love she was. It was so sweet and romantic! It's similar to me and my baby's situation.

My baby is moving her world to be with me!!! That is fucking love right there! I love this girl so much, I'm going to keep her! I'm gonna see my baby tomorrow!!! Read texts below:

Another good day

So I met up with a good friend of mine. He drove out towards the hospital that I work at from the city. I finished early and headed out to meet him. Had great time hanging out and talking with him over a light meal and a frap.

When I got to the place and took off my jacket, he told me that I'm so skinny and saw that I lost weight. He said you look so damn hot! =] We talked for 2 hours about so much. He asked about my girl and I told a lot of things about her. He said he was really happy for me and could see how different I am now I'm with her than my ex.

He said I look so happy and could see that I'm glowing (see)! He said that I'm back to my stylish ways and I'm fixing myself compared to when he saw me before. He said I was grumpy, that I didn't care about my looks; which he said he could see how my past relationship had brought me down. He also said that my gf is hotter than my ex (typical guy he tells me - I'd hit that).

He told me he was happy that I found someone who brings out the best in me. He's so right about that, he was there for me as someone to talk to, the last year I had been depressed. He was one of the people I was able to go to; he was someone to lean on. Below are a few texts from him and from my gf from last night! I'm so lucky to finally have the real and awesome people in my life!

I think I'm gonna marry you...

I knew from the beginning that Lila mu was going to be a part of my life in a huge way. Now I have her and I know that this is the one girl for me. I was always the person who was looking to find the one and I'm positive it is her. She makes me feel so loved and sure that she's the one for me because she's moving schools just to be with me. It makes me feel so good because I have someone who's not holding anything back, I needed that badly. I wanted someone who would go out of their way, their comfort zone and not have any excuse to why they can't be with me or make it work. My girl is proof that true love does exist and that I'm not the only one who's making an effort.

She's the most real person that I have met that brings such an amazing feeling to me inside and out. Honestly, I've never smiled as much as I have since I met her. I look at the mirror and I see that I'm glowing (and I'm not kidding)! Everything good has come my way, I'm happier in every area of my life. I don't feel depressed like I had in the past years. I feel like I can conquer the world and now that I have the one girl that IS meant to be for me...I'm on top of the world!!!! I'm not backing down and I just want to shout to the whole universe who I love and she won't be in the shadows. She'll be right next to me...she's my love, my life and my world!!! I'm truly thankful and so in love!!!

Below my horoscope again is right on: 

Best Christmas ever!!!!

I am soooooooo happy!!! All I wanted, needed, wished for and wanted to hear was said on the best Xmas ever! December 24th, 2011 is the best date ever, even though my baby wasn't physically here with me. Why you ask? Keep reading the texts below! <3 <3

SHE MADE MY CHRISTMAS SAYING I LOVE YOU WITHOUT HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT! IT"S A SURE THING! <3

Texts from my babe Part II

Sweet texts from my love and below are my horoscopes that wow are all so true!!! <3

Texts from my babe Part I

Texts that I was supposed to include in my previous blog:

SKYPING WITH MY BABY AT WORK. 

MY TOP TEXTERS <3

I have met my match

My happiness and my future lies with my amazing, beautiful girlfriend. I didn't expect that I would meet such an incredible and amazing woman! My baby is a hopeless romantic like me and we want the same things in life.

I'm so happy and never felt so sure and very secure in my relationship as this one. We talk about things that aren't left to wonder...maybe it could be like this or what if this happens? We plan and discuss where our relationship is going and I love a girl who knows what she wants and is sure of things. A girl who won't put her future career before love. She can juggle both at the same time! Lila is the perfect girl for me! God knew what he was doing when he brought this angel into my life! I got a real keeper!

I love the fact that I didn't even have to ask her to come closer to be with me. I was the one who thought I'd be the one going there to be with my love overseas, but my baby beat me to it. How amazing it feels! I'm going to finally have my love by my side and hold her anytime. I don't have to daydream about it because it's going to be a reality!

I won't have to feel sad or jealous of other couples being together as I see them when they are around me! I'll be having my baby with me! We'll go on dates, she will meet my friends and family! We will go everywhere together! Yeah, I'm so excited and I just can't hide it!

It's true about the saying: The world was made round so that if two people
who are meant to be together should choose to take different paths in life, they would wrap around and end up right back to each other to meet again. <3

She's my everything and everything definitely happens for a reason!!! <3

I will post the texts she sent from when she arrived in Greece yesterday in my next blog since this app sucks. I was using another app but it won't let me get on until I update my phone and I can't do that or I'll lose everything on my phone! I'll have to get a new iPhone! Well when my baby is here I won't have to worry about that!!!

My Baby and Me!

Yesterday my baby and I talked on Skype. I had such a busy day at the hospital, 12 babies born! The news crew came, because a mom and a daughter gave birth on the same day. Crazy!!! Well that's besides the point, I was still at the hospital when I was skyping with my baby. Usually I try to go home before or around 2pm and I was still there at 5pm, so many babies popped out yesterday! Well I was talking with my baby, I was so happy to see her because she was flying home the next day. 

We talked so much about everything and was back to our normal lovey-adovey-selves. I just love when she calls me hun, babe, love, etc. It just gets me all warm and tingly inside. The day before, I told my gf to download the whatsapp and she was setting it up while we talked. She was like, my number, I don't know my number...babe do you have my number? So I gave it and she finally set it up and now we can talk without getting charged! It didn't matter to her, she was just worried about me getting charged. I said babe, it's not much I don't care but well we don't have to worry about it anymore. =]

I was telling my baby that the drive from my place to her University says in google that it's a 2 hour drive. I told her that, I would probably get there in an 1 and half. She said, yeah but will you get there in piece? She said, we will drive together normally first and see how it is and then I'll watch to see how you drive so I can stop you if it gets out of hand. I said ok babe and laughed at her. I would probably be living with her anyways on my days off unless I can find a job that's even closer there. I told her that I'm going to have to buy my own car when she gets here, because I don't want to hear my parents complaining about me ruining their car. She was like, well don't break this one like your old car. I said well if I have to get you, I will for sure take care of it. So when my baby transfers over to MIT, we'll probably have a road trip there and I'm going to also have to find a job out there!

My baby was telling me that her ex the other day asked her to go with her to the gyno because she didn't want to go with but she kept begging her. So to shut her up she went with her. She said that she's trying to get her back. She said she was flirting with her and told her that she loves her. My baby said that she finally told her ex that she has zero interest in getting back with her and that she only loves her when her bfs, gfs or friends aren't around. She was saying how psycho stalkerish she was getting because the other day she was doing laundry and at the same time her ex was there doing laundry as well. She said she just went on her way and ignored her ex gf and went to her room. She said that when she came back to get her clothes, she noticed that her favorite underwear was missing and was sure her ex took it. My baby was like, she knows it's my favorite and she did that purposely so that I would call her and I'm not going to do it. It's my favorite, but whatever she can have it...i'll just buy a new one. I told my baby, what does she think she's going to get out of it? Being sarcastic, I said, thanks for stealing my underwear and now I want you back. My baby said the more she does her crazy things it just makes her more appalled and she's already getting to her nerves. She said she's glad she's leaving Aberdeen (and not only for the fact that she gets to leave her crazy ex, but to be with none other than her gf - ME)! 

Well my gf and I talked for an hr and she said she had to go and talk with her friend, but we still kept talking. She was like do you have anything else to say? I said well, have a safe trip...have fun with your friends and sweet dreams! And I blew her a kiss. My gf was like, you win between the 2 of us with who is the shyest! She was like, oh come on you are suppose to be the more mature one between us and you are so shy. I said you love to torture me like that (she gives me this sexy stare and I get all blushed and can't look at her). She says I actually do! She kept on doing it and was like, ok ok I'll stop. We kept on talking some more and I said, I don't want to let you go. She said you won't have to when I get there (I loved when she said that). I smiled huge and said ok babe I'll let you go now and I'll text you later before you leave. 

Below are the texts sent before she got on a plane to go home: