I love my baby more than anything

I can't go a day without her, I miss her way too much!

My love

I love my girlfriend

that's all <3

Aug 27th, 2010

I keep seeing that damn, post on my fb: Finally made it to Greece! That was fast =]

Ok I get it, it was 1 year ago, thanks for the reminder FB. You're awesome!

My mind thinks in this way...

It's insanely crazy how I'm so into my girlfriend. It's gotten to the point that I'm way in to deep and there is no way I can turn around anymore from this point. I don't know what she did to me, but I'm immensely in love with her. I can't be without her and I need her. I don't want to ever let her go, she came in my life and that's it. I'm there where I used to be, where I thought I wouldn't return ever again.

Then and Now

I started thinking about how I used to be during the dark months when I was depressed and sad. I look back at the pics I took of myself and how awful I looked. I can't believe I fell apart that way. I remember when I wouldn't even leave my bed, just hiding underneath my black blanket not wanting to do a thing. I didn't even want to stay awake. I couldn't eat anything, didn't want anything and my cousin was laughing at me.

My cousin was telling me to get over it and move on because my ex had and didn't want me anymore. I laid in bed pathetic wishing I would have it all back. I remember when I went to the tea lady and she told me to make a wish. I wished for my ex and I to get back together. At the end of the reading, the tea lady told me my wish will come true. She told me though to focus on myself and my career first and not be with anyone for a year. I did.

Now it's been all past that and my wish that I had before was just something I held onto but put in the past. Someone came into my life and made me the happiest person again. Even happier than before! All I can do is think of her and all I want is her. I think of our future together and us being together forever. Hearing from her by fb, Skype and any other means of communication makes my day. She came along and since then I'm at ease and I know now that everything is going to be alright, if not better!!!!! My gf and I thanked my friend Nicole, for she was my bridge to my soulmate! I thank all my lucky stars! =]

Trade show

I'm excited for the long awaited trade show/seminar that I had booked since last month. My photos will improve even more and business will get booming...even more!!!

1 more week

So my baby isn't going back to the uni just yet. I'm excited for her even though I'm not there. I'm gonna convince her to stay longer when she comes to Chicago!

Heading back

So my gf went to her going away party last night, she's heading back to her wonderful Harry-Potter-style uni. I can't wait to go there! Her ex better not be messing with her once she gets back there or else I'll send her ass back to Greece. There's no reason for her to stay there anyways, cuz my baby is taken and a'int going back. That's my taurus girl! <3

My all time girl

I love looking at the pics of me and my gf's Skype call. You can see through out each one of our pictures the HUGE smiles on our faces. We just compliment each other and can feel free to be happy without anymore feelings of hurt. All I ever wanted is to be with that someone that I can feel loved by and trust my whole soul with and just know that now it finally feels so right! I have such an amazing girlfriend who I love so very much! When you feel something good and so right...you just have to go with it!

Bet

The gf and I have a major bet going on. She says that any high tech products that she touches she ends up breaking them somehow. She said that she will end up getting a new computer. I asked her which computer is she getting and she told me she wanted to get Alienware. So I told her that I had that computer and didn't have good experiences with it. She asked me why and I told her that I had problems with it crashing and losing all my stuff. Also that I associate it with my ex and because he told me to get it, it sucks. She laughed.

I told my gf I don't know how the computers are now, if they are good but I recommended her a Mac. She said that even if she gets the Mac within 4 months she will break it. I said ok then just get the Alienware, she was like: "no you're gonna pick it and you will see I will end up breaking it." We both had this cocky look on both of our faces. She thinks she's gonna win, but I think I'm the big winner here. So we'll see my baby's gonna lose! Although, I believe will both end up winning in the end for sure!

My baby's gonna have to learn how to handle a Mac.

Few of my fav things

I love my gf's early morning greetings. It makes me feel special! I love her like no other. <3

Flying high

So right now I'm looking for tickets to go see my baby. I just want to buy it right now, so that I don't have to worry about it later. I'm just really excited and I think the ticket prices that I have found are the best deals that I can get. It's all worth it to fly out to be with the one that you love! Is it not? I mean anyone who loves someone that much to go out to meet them across the oceans...to be with them all that way, that is no joke. That is love and when I love someone I would do whatever it takes. That's who I am and I will risk it all to be with my amazing girlfriend. Even if it's just for a minute, a weekend or however it is just to see her - I'll be there with my big heart ready to give my all. That is me and she's the one who came and lifted me up from my lows and brought me to a whole new other dimension - and having her in my life...I wouldn't change it for the world!

What I love about my girl

Well she'll go out and get all dirty and sweaty to play some soccer, yet the moment that she breaks a nail she gets so frustrated. I love how girly my love is, I have the perfect girl. I love that she's a professional tae kwon doe athlete that can kick ass, but the moment I tease her about scaring her or just tease her in general she becomes this fragile girl. She's just so cute and so sweet, I want to eat her up!! ;]

(and the best part that I always love to say: she's mine...yes she belongs to me and only me!!!) <3

This girl means the world to me

My party girl is livin' it up for her last week before she goes back to the uni. Her coach has her on a strict diet, so she's not allowed to drink. Then she's got to go back to her studying mode. I like that's shes being active, my baby deserves it and I feel good about her going out. I don't have a feeling inside that would disturb me if I felt something wrong. I feel so happy and free. At the same time, I'm in LOVE!!! <3

My friend asked me if I think she's the one. I told her yes I really feel it. She told me, it's a damn libra thing. I laughed, cuz I thought it was just me. She was like, "and it's not a good thing either - that's why we libras end up getting hurt." She was like even though sometimes you aren't thinking of the one, it's in the back of your mind and you can't help it. I so know that because even though you try to play it cool, you can't. Freaking libras have to be such softies!

Well my girlfriend told me that I was the one and she won't let me go. I feel good about how sincere she is, my gut does not lie. So she confirmed it and I'm reassured. Her actions sure do show it and I know for sure - she's a real keeper!

The GF

Checkin' in yo!

Bracelets

The other day when my baby and I was talking on Skype, I was asking her what her braclets meant. She said that 1 was for her friend and then the other for her friend's mom; cause for cancer. She told me that when she gets into the medicine program she will definitely quite smoking for sure. I think she's sexy though when she smokes even though I know it's not a healthy habit! I started talking to her about the guard at the hospital who creeped me out when I walked out of the place and he was asking if I was in high school and I told him that i'm done with that. And the other guards were like see she's out of high school. The guy was like, "I just wanted to know if she was over 18."

My gf agreed that was creepy and was like you should have something to tell him that you are gay. I said that he should have known because that's what my bracelet stands for. She was like, "what does it say"? I said, "Love conquers Hate. (My gf is gay) My gf was like, " I didn't know what it meant"! And I realized well this bracelet I chose wasn't the one that shouts out, "Hello I'm GAY to the world". I know I'm such a nerd, but I saw this girl at U of I wearing one and then I knew she was gay (only cuz I bought it from that HRC site and then she was coming from the gay alliance - otherwise by looking at her I would have not known she was at all...just that she was holding her bff's hand as a sign of friendship =D).

Done for the day

It was a tiring day today, but I enjoyed myself at the party while doing the thing I love to do! Seeing old friends was nice. My friend Becky said I looked the same from high school except longer hair. Everyone kept thinking I was Mexican as always. It was nice to network with people and I have another shoot for next Saturday!

I didn't get to talk to my girl as much as we were both doing our things but we did still keep in touch. She makes me feel so awesome and she says the sweetest things! She always makes me have this warm and fuzzy feeling inside everytime. God I love her so much...I need her touch already.

Busy day ahead of me

So today I have a christening shoot to do. I'm pretty early for the home session so I have some time to kill. After the home shoot at 11am I have to head over to the church and then at 2pm I'll go to the reception! I'm super excited for this day! One I get paid! Cha-ching! Second, I get to see a friend who I haven't seen since high school! My fb advertisements helps me out so much that people contact me. Yay =]

While I'm at my photography sessions today, my gf is out celebrating wirh her half-Japanese/Greek friend's birthday. I love how active my gf is and yet she still thinks of me. I like that she enjoys herself so that she doesn't get bored and have to get attention from someone else to keep her busy. I love my loyal, sincere and sexy athenian girl!!! <3

Feelin' so good...I knew that it would!

Everytime I talk with my baby on Skype we have just such an amazing time. My love was at her mom's house and I fb her to let her know I'll be at my mom's house for an hour because I had an appointment with the bank. So we talked a bit before I left to the bank and then while I talked with the banker, I kept skyping her because I was getting bored with the banker with his talking and terrible jokes. (I took out 5 grand from my account which part of it will be used to go see my baby - that was the only exciting part)!

Finally after an hour I headed to my house to pick up Chanel and feed the boys. I called my baby from Skype and showed her the other 2 dogs and she thought they were cute. I told my baby we'd talk in 10 mins as I would head back to my mom's house.

My baby is so cute with her getting all shy with me. She gets nervous and starts talking uncontrollably, then she can't look at the camera and then she starts rolling a cigarette and smoking profusely. I think it's so adorable and then she's like come on that's not fair and then she calls me a freezer, since I freaked out the first time on the cam.

We talked about everything with each other and it feels good to not have to type and just watch her on the cam. I can talk with her freely and openly without her having to hide me. That feels so comforting to know that I matter to my baby. I love how she teaches me Greek. I told my baby that I wasn't gonna repeat the things I type cuz I would just butcher the words. She was like oh come on just say it. So I did and she loves it when I talk to her that way.

We talked for a long time and then my cousin came and annoyed me. I want to punch her sometimes. She had to ask me a question of course when I'm talking with my gf. So my gf felt bad and said to tend to my cousin. Then I told her not to worry. I started laughing and whispered to her not to worry. Then my cousin spoke again with her big mouth so then started laughing and so was my baby. So my love said she would go to sleep so that I can talk to my cousin. She said she didn't want to leave me and she had a great time talking with me. I didn't want her to go either. I want her all the time!

Below is another song that relates to our relationship...word from word <3

Take a look at the mountains
Stretching a mile high
Take a look at the ocean
Far as your eye can see
And think of Me

Take a look at the desert
Do you feel like a grain of sand?
I am with you wherever
Where you go is where I am

And I'm always thinking of you
Take a look around you
I'm spelling it out one by one

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more

Just a face in the city
Just a tear on a crowded street
But you are one in a million
And you belong to Me

And I want you to know
That I'm not letting go
Even when you come undone

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more
I love you more

Shine for Me
Shine for Me
Shine on, shine on
Shine for Me

(Chorus)
I love you more than the sun
And the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you yesterday and today
And tomorrow, I'll say it again and again
I love you more

(Chorus)
Than the sun
and the stars that I taught how to shine
You are mine, and you shine for me too
I love you, yesterday and today
Through the joy and the pain
I'll say it again and again
I love you more
I love you more

And I see you
And I made you
And I love you more than you can imagine
More than you can fathom
I love you more than the sun
And you shine for me

Hyperrrrr

So now the days i'm working I'm always rushing through the shoots so that I can go home and talk with my baby! It's crazy what she does to me. I'm so quick now, I'm on fire!!! I love being all hyped up over her, she's my true love!!!

Nothing is forbidden anymore

I love how romantic she is...she's mine tonight...well and forever <3

Seeing my baby

My baby and I didn't get to Skype yesterday bcuz she went out to Gazi again with friends but it's ok, I'll see my love today!!! I'll listen to her American, scottish Greek accent soon =] her voice is really sweet <3

Once upon a time...

So I was kind of nervous about asking my ex back for my favorite love is comics shorts back. And she reminded me that I also gave her the books I wrote on love, that I made when I was in elementary school. I gave it to her because I thought she was the one and I was saving that actually to give to the one I'd spend the rest of my life with. I'm kind of sad how it worked out because how shall I compare this to? Well the best I can say is it's like a virgin who's saving themselves for marriage, but then looses her virginity to someone other than the one she was to marry. You can't ever get that back. So that's kind of how I feel about the situation. Well, I appreciate my ex for still having those things and returning it to me. It really means so much...

My spoiled sexy brat =P

So my baby is out today with her daddy being spoiled like a typical rich, Greek girl would. She's buying make up and then she's going to go clothes shopping. I really hope she finds those cute jeans that she wanted, she would look sexy in them. Can't wait to see later all that my baby has bought, but most of all I can't wait to hear her voice and see her beautiful face (sigh)! I'm so energized everyday and I literally jump for joy, plus it's a good work out while i'm dancing ha ha! Oh the good life!

Skype.

My baby's always out til the wee hours of the morning, but it's ok since she fb texts me almost every minute. She got home all tipsy on the camera and she was so cute! We were making each other laugh and just enjoying our conversations. She's just so gorgeous and it's so hard not to want to jump on her and just kiss her and all that. She contacted her cousin in Milwaukee and told him that she's going there for the summer as she had promised. He was excited and said he'll pick her up, but she said that she's not staying with him. Yup she's gonna be staying with her gf yayy. So my baby told me we will stay there for like an hour or even half an hour =]

So I guess we'll see how my mom reacts to my baby. She said she wanted me to be with a doctor so doesn't my baby count, even if she's a girl? My love said that she gets along with moms in general, so I hope she can win over her future mom in law. I was telling my girl that my mom used to love Greece until she found out I was with a Greek girl. So my baby was like, "Well maybe you shouldn't tell your mom your gf is Greek." Well my baby was born in NY so I can tell her that, I don't know though because she's gonna nag at me saying the reason I was looking for jobs in NY was because of her. Oh well who cares I might end up moving there possibly because my gf wants to live there in the Soho area or in LA! It's great because those are my 2 choices for where I want to live. I'm in love with Soho! I'm more in love with my gf though!!

My love and I talked for hours and hours on Skype and then she went to hit the bed at 5 am Greek time. Although, we didn't want to get off, we still wanted to talk to each other forever. I could see though she was getting drowsy. Well can't wait to talk to my love tomorrow. Actually, it's like almost 1.30am so I can't wait to talk to my sexy baby later on today. Her voice is so relaxing to me. Haha her accent changes and turns more Greek while she's a little intoxicated. She's so adorable and she's all mine!!! She just puts the smile on my face, like the one I just posted on fb right before her and I got talking on Skype. Haha I was bored! Ok g'night, off to dream about my love in lala land until I have her in my arms. <3

My girl is da bomb!

So at work I was talking to my baby on Skype for like 10 mins and then I had gotten rudely interrupted by a nurse. Well she told me that room 3060 was ready for their photoshoot, so I sadly had to leave my beautiful baby to take some pictures. After taking pics of 2 babies, I was ready to go home. My baby called me on Skype while I was driving and she got mad and said, DO NOT DRIVE AND USE YOUR PHONE! My love is so sweet, I was going home to see her again on cam but she told me that she was going out with her friends and would be back in a couple of hours. Although my love has been inboxing me on fb keeping me company even when she's with her friends. She loves me and makes me feel soooooo good!!!! <3

So right now i'm at home just chillin' and relaxin' and watching some MTV. I'm doing some editing of the photos that I had taken so that my clients can view them asap! I'm cool now because I know my baby's ok and out with her friends, but she keeps me posted constantly! Isn't she great? Sweet perfection I tell ya! =]

My Soulmate

She's everything and more that I was ever looking for in a girl and now we are so attached to one another and there is no turning back. My gf is young, 22, but that doesn't change anything as age is just a number. She's very mature for her age (the young girls that I have always met were actually mature for their age, but others think that because they are younger that they aren't serious and are still immature - they just don't know - sometimes I'd think they are even more mature than some people who are older than them...sad but true). My friend thinks it's hot i'm with a younger girl, as a matter of fact he thinks she's hot and that I always had good taste in woman. Well of course, I can be cocky on this subject because I know what's hot ha ha. Besides the fact that she's hot, she's got an amazing personality to go with. We are pretty much alike so it makes us even more compatible.

As I was talking to my friend about my recent love, I explained our situations. He said that she seems to have a good head on her shoulders and that when people get hurt like she did that it makes them a better person. He said that since she had gone through being cheated and played with that she would have better knowledge of what not to do in her next relationship. He just told me to be careful again and told me that he was so happy that I had found love again.

We talked for hours and hours about my past relationship and my recent one and he helped me understand myself better. I was telling him how I didn't understand why the bad things happened to me and when it did, I became so insecure of myself. I told him that I was thinking if there was something wrong with me? My friend assured me, saying that from a man's perspective that I am a beautiful girl and so easy to talk with and he said to not let anyone else tell me different. So that was pretty much a little summary of our more-than-2 hours convo of life & relationships. It felt good to just vent and be heard. Also to know that I wasn't in the wrong at all.

I'm so in love with my gf; this feeling I haven't felt in so long. The feeling where this ache is in your heart and you can't breathe, but it feels real good. I sealed the deal and we both know that we can't live without each other. She's just so perfect in every step of the way and I'm so lucky to have found her and have her in my life. The song she dedicated to me that I had never heard before is just perfect for us. I love it and all the words are so right about our love and it's simple. I love this girl and she is my forever. I really feel it this time, even more than before!

I’ll never be alone, be alone
Cause you are in my soul
I’ll never make you cry, make you cry
You give me sunrise with your smile

Give me the smile, alright

Turn the lights a little down low
We can be together
Turn the lights a little bit so we can go slow
And we can be forever

Give me your whole life
We gonna be together every moonlight
I hold you so tight,
Till morning and the sun will be our moonlight

Refren: I’ll never be alone, be alone
Cause you are in my soul
I’ll never make you cry, make you cry
You give me sunrise with your smile.

I’ll never be alone.

Give me all your love, love, love
And I’ll give you mine…

Give me all your love, love, love
And I’ll give you mine, alright…

Hard to get

My baby is really sexy...I just love how she is and how free she is with me. Free but not easy! That's my girl, I love her!

Good morning baby!

I love how me and gf say good morning to each while one another is a sleep. I can't go missing a day without telling my baby how I think of her!

One of our gm messages below:

It's in

Amazing my gf's 9 yr old cousin is open to our lifestyle! And she's a little Greek girl...see it's accepted!

I'm the Queen of the world!

She makes me complete and very secure! She's amazingly perfect! My everything!

So happy together!

We both are high on love <3

She's with me 150% !!!

I've got all of her now and I couldn't be happier!!! I love having her all to myself! =]

Overseas romance

My horoscope really knows about my across the seas love!

He's da man..

Will need to write about my conversation I had with my friend about relationships, past & present. We just got done talking on the phone an hour ago before I crashed on the floor. Right now I'm about to fall asleep straight cuz I'm tired. I can't think anymore.

We fit together like peanut butter & jelly

Thank god I finally have someone who's not gonna let me do all the work. Trust me I enjoy giving pleasure, but I would like to have it in return as well. I've met perfection...wild perfection.

My Guardian Angel

My baby is my my sweet protector and she belongs to me!!! I love her, I love her so much!!! I'm hers and she's all mine. Nobody else's. I'm so HAPPY!!!! Yeah buddy!!!

Click image below to enlarge and click again to magnify and read (from my love!) :

Stuck like glue

I can't stop rereading our conversations, it makes me smile and it makes me feel like I'm floating in the air every time.