So me:

Libra and Temperament:

Libras have excellent instincts and intuition, most of the time they do not trust them enough. Libras are likely to be underachievers due to the easygoing attitude. This does not mean that they are necessarily lazy, they just make do with whatever comes their way. They do not want anything badly enough to fight for it. The only time that a Libra will usually stand up is if a situation is unfair, the only time a Libra will definitely stand up is if they feel something involving them is unfair. They need their respect and their fairness, after all, Libra has done so much for other people, it deserves at least fairness, right? When this issue comes into play, Libra becomes courageous.

What it's Like to Date a Libra Woman:

Libra woman is enchanting and charming, she is the master of the art of seduction. The environment is important for Libra, make sure the first date is somewhere classy and elegant with posh surroundings, such as lunch at an elegant bistro then a walk along the tree lined pathways of a ravine in the summertime with the flowers blooming. Libra will feel at peace and love it. Give her compliments and tell her how much she is appreciated. She may reply bashfully but with each compliments, the radiant glow inside her will shine brighter and brighter. Once the initial seduction is over with and the relationship has become more stable, she will stop her sweet seductive ways, not because she has completely lost interest, but it is because she is lazy in love. She may need a few days away without you, this is like pressing the reset button on the relationship. Be romantic with her and she won't lose interest. Be dramatically romantic, sweet love notes tucked in her pocket, flowers, these things bring great joy to the Libra woman and they make her feel special, which is essentially important to the Libra woman.

Sex With Libra:

Sex is enchanting, sensual experience, like a sex scene out of a movie. Lots of gentle rubbing, stroking, caressing. Libras make very imaginative and creative lovers. They are good at what they do and they are willing to try something new. Always keep it classy however, Libras are not one for bathroom stall sex. Set the mood with lots of teasing foreplay and create ambiance with candles and scented massage oils.

What it's like to date a Taurus Woman:

Totally my baby! <3

Taurus women are masters in the art of seduction. She will get what she wants but her patience is incredible, she will wait for what she wants She needs stability and security and will not tolerate a man who is not straight with her and leads her along with uncertainty in the future. She is the old-fashioned type, the type of woman who is associated with the drive-in soda shop days of the 60's. She is down to earth, protective, supportive, loving, devoted and loyal. She is openly affectionate in a relationship. Taurus women is perfect for the man who likes to be nurtured and pampered, providing you are loyal and devoted. She has a lot to give but she requires a lot in return. Remember, the Taurus woman is very sensitive although she might not seem so on the exterior. Court her and constantly try to impress her and you will win her heart and she will be yours. Cross a Taurus woman, and her temper will flare, she will become extremely stubborn. If you ever break her trust, it will be nearly impossible to gain it back again.

Trust

My baby still has trust issues but I'm understanding exactly where she's coming from. It shows me that she is reliable. I'm not worrying about it because she will see that she can count on me and not worry about me being a ho to nasty home wreckers that can't get their own gfs, unless they never knew that the other was in a relationship in the first place.

I heard on the radio about people cheating. They said that if you are texting behind someone's back or talking/chatting with someone else and your partner doesn't know, that is considered CHEATING! After they said that, I was like thank you! I'm not a crazy fool! Nope I don't ho around so my girl will be perfectly fine not catching anything from me.

I'm in love with her and I'll do anything to prove to her that there isn't anyone other than her. She's my priority and the only one I care about, think about and love. Girls are coming around talking with me again for some reason, but I don't care for them. It's my sweet green eyes the only one I want. I know I won't have to worry about "cousins", that she's hanging out with. Now, this time for sure...all doubts aside...I'm truly lucky!

Read below my adorable psixoula mou <3

Smile =]

Yup she is the reason i smile so BIG!!!

Dirty talk

I love my sexy Greek pirate <3

No maybes...real plans

Yup no waiting we've planned it thru the whole yr =] No hidden agendas, the real deal. I don't hear anything like, we'll see...<3

Can't sleep

Had to text my baby before I go back to bed. <3

Yesterday

Read all the text messages below, I can't fit our whole convo, I'd have ti write a book! So here's a few from my boo:

My horoscope says...

that my sweet green eyes will be better for me in the long run! It really knows the truth =] My sweet green eyes, she's something else. She's out of this world and I'm heels over head in love with her. Just woke up right now cuz she makes me happy. I can't stop thinking of her!

I'm so in love with the most gorgeous and beautiful warm heart in the world! Thank you God for bringing her into my life and make my world a whole light brighter than ever before!!!! Now, she's truly a real catch! <3

Yelling L.O.V.E. at the top of my lungs!

I'm so excited about going to see my sweet green eyes. I've been looking for good deals everyday. Doesn't seem like the prices changes so I guess that's what I'm going to have to pay. Well that's fine because my baby is worth it! I'm so excited to start the craziness. Well I really wanna hold her and just cuddle and kiss her and get hypnotized by her beautiful green eyes. Yeah, I can feel that's she's a sincere woman who's gonna stick by my side and won't run off with the next ugly person who gives her attention. I have total and full trust in her, I can feel it. My instincts are always right on the dot. She deserves me, I deserve her...all of her! I love my Greek Queen!!!

My angel

Yes she is....

I'm her sunshine, she's my soft heart

My sweet green eyes fell asleep aww, I make her day and she makes my world <3

She's my epiphany

You can't imagine how I feel about my sweet green eyes. 100 unlimited text isn't enuf for how much we talk, that's about only good enuf for 1 day. No make that only good enuf for probably 1/2 a day. I'm so incredibly in love with her, my heart aches and beats for her and only her. Truly she is an angel sent from God - just like the angel tat on her back. I can't wait to see that up close and kiss it because I would have to say she's my guardian angel.

I want her more than anything, even more than I had felt about someone before. I've never conjured up myself to feel this way again after heartache and heartache again. The only ache my heart has is of wanting her so close to me in everyday. My sweet soft heart gives me hope, gives me motivation, has gotten me to rise from the dead. Yes she makes me feel amazingly alive, more than ever!!!! I just feel such a good vibe for us and for the future.

I'm so thankful, so very pleased, so amazingly happy because she makes me feel new and fresh and she makes me forget all about the past. She makes me realize that I have nothing to regret and I'm so glad that we found each other. She's so sweet and bashful. I think she's so cute, sexy, intelligent, funny, stylish, refreshing, young, uplifting and the list goes on. Oh and yeah she's mine. <3 It's true, things always happen for a reason...and it's always for the best.

Just when you think that you can't get up from the ground and you have nothing to look forward to - something great comes along to surprise you...especially when you aren't looking. I'm back and stronger than ever!!! Really, love like you've never been hurt. I love her...

Beautiful Stranger

Haven't we met
You're some kind of beautiful stranger
You could be good for me
I've had the taste for danger

If I'm smart then I'll run away
But I'm not so I guess I'll stay
Heaven forbid
I'll take my chance on a beautiful stranger

I looked into your eyes
And my world came tumbling down
You're the devil in disguise
That's why I'm singing this song

To know you is to love you
You're everywhere I go
And everybody knows
To love you is to be part of you
I've paid for you with tears
And swallowed all my pride

Da-da-da-dum da-dum da-dum da da da-da dum
Beautiful stranger
Da-da-da-dum da-dum da-dum da da da-da dum
Beautiful stranger

If I'm smart then I'll run away
But I'm not so I guess I'll stay
Haven't you heard
I fell in love with a beautiful stranger

I looked into your face
My heart was dancing all over the place
I'd like to change my point of view
If I could just forget about you

I looked into your eyes
And my world came tumbling down
You're the devil in disguise
That's why I'm singing this song to you
That's why i'm singing this song to you . . .

Texting uh oh

Tho I don't care I'm using up a lot of international texts, my sweet green eyes makes my day. FU heywire for taking out that option. I will find a way and then later when we are together for good then I won't need this! I can't help it that I can't resist talking to her at a moments notice. It's ok when she goes back to UK I will use the other app because it works there. Dunno why Greece isn't on the list, no fair! Oh well. So my cuz will get mad but having my sweet green eyes makes me happy!!! =]

Part of our convo below:

My sweet green eyes <3

What I really call her is my soft heart, which I nick named her for several reasons. I can't wait to be with her. It won't be long until I'll be in paradise with her (sigh)! <3

Me screaming in excitement

My sweet green eyes texted me to let me know that she reached civilization, Sparta! She was staying in a tiny island, Elafonisis, with not much service to contact me - and it's the truth! Well whenever she does contact me...my heart skips a beat! I've been high since the day I met her and there isn't anyway to bring me back down from up up up in the air =] I feel like superwoman!!!!

Click to enlarge image:

Nikki Alex

She called me last night, we talked for hours and hours. I guess she'll be texting me in the morn'.

Booking tickets

Text from my babe and below <3

Then look at the one below...l p

For the win

Had a great day yesterday, met up with my clients and had an hour session. Got some great shots and I'm ready for more! I made so much in just 1 hour compared to my stupid corporate job, which was a dreadful 8 hours of gut-wrenching-asshole-people in the workplace! Well this is something I enjoy and doesn't feel like a job at all! What a success!

Awesomeness

My babe is awesome, she's not only going to be a cheerleader to me, she's going to be my partner in crime in everything! She loves to play poker and she'll be able to join the fam when they throw the poker parties! She's a super adrenaline junkie, she loves fashion, should I keep going? I'm sure they will love her a lot, why? Cuz she's amazing - in every way!

Alls well...ends well

My girl is so gorgeous and so sweeet!!! All I have to say is I'm thankful everyday for someone who treats me the way I should be treated. And she shall have the same treatment in return.

Quote of the Day

..Love Is Much Like A Wild Rose, Beautiful And Calm, But Willing To Draw Blood In Its Defense..

LDR's

So my friend wrote on her fb that if anyone was in an LDR, to tell her about it. So I commented and said always. She wrote back, you are always in a long distance relationship? I said, no I meant again. She was like, I'm sitting in class right now and I'm learning about LDR and I can't grasp the idea!

Well I didn't go further on the convo about it; I'm not sure about other people with LDR's, but for me it's a little bit different. Have you seen the choices for woman in Chicago? Exactly. None. Like I've said a million times before, if I wanted a girl that looked like a guy, I would choose a real man.

I want a beautiful girl, that not only has the looks but also the personality to match. And I have that with my sweet green eyes. I have one, sexy femme and even more than I had expected! So I never really had a loss, I gained! Thank god =] I'm one lucky girl in the world.

(Not to be shallow, but I don't care how great of a personality you have but if you look like fug, damn my face just scrunches up. It just happens naturally, I can't control it. SMH. It's like if I were to eat a sour lemon, yup that's the look on my face. I try to put myself in their shoes, but I really can't fathom what they see in that person. And the person who's with them looks amazing, but then they become less attractive after seeing who they are with). So damn, hide that shit - got nothin' to be proud of! Lol, I a'int lying! =D

Peace.

Ventnation

I just want to talk to my sweet green eyes all day long, because she makes me feel better. I'm tired of dealing with immature stupid people who think that they are the best and above everyone. I will not say a yore because it just makes me pissed off. So I will think of my sweet green eyes and there you go - she brings a smile on my face. She's all I need, don't care for the rest. <3

Catch me I'm falling

She's on my mind from the moment I wake up, during the day, at night and right before I go to sleep. I haven't wanted someone like this since the ex and I thought that I wouldn't be able to find another, but I did. My heart is beating hard for her and I can't stop smiling for no reason! Thank God for bringing her into my life. I've fallen hard and there is no picking me up from this!

Blessed

Lead me to the light

I'm smiling because my sweet green eyes is promising to come visit next year for summer for sure!! So I'm getting ready to show her around my home town and I so can't wait to be holding hands with the hottest goddess from out of this world!! Yes she's my futuristic lover!!! We are gonna have lots of fun and get wild and crazy together! So it's possible to visit her in the UK before christmas this year and then next time Greece! I have so much looking forward to do! Yayyyyyy <3

Heartbeat

I haven't told her yet, but she is the reason that I am able to move on after so long. It took me longer than 6 months to get over my past break up. I concealed myself from the world; I was just lost and hurting (the same way that my ex found me when she first saw me on cam, but actually even worse than that). Then my sweet green eyes came into my life and I was able to forget the pain and the crazy thoughts that were going to drive me to do the unthinkable.

I was able to move past wanting to have the confirmation of the truth; what I had already known deep down inside. I could not be burdened by it all. I didn't have to have the questions in my head directly answered. I already knew what was in my gut and that was all the proof I was going to get anyways, well that and other things. I began to realize that it's not the end and I don't have to finish myself off in such a way because it hurt me too much and that it would have been easier on myself. No, that isn't the answer.

I can't say that the hurt isn't there; I’m still left with a tiny scar that aches a little. Most especially when you've love someone that much, I gave up my everything. To try to explain the feeling, it’s just like say if you had broken arm or something it's never going to be as good as new, and it will hurt at times, but your able to deal with it and after awhile you become immune to the pain. Just like when you get your heart broken, I was insanely in love and it hurt for a while, but I'm able to really smile again and think happy thoughts (in comparison to the ill ideas that were going through my mind - which could make into an interesting movie). My sweet green eyes came into my life and helped me get past that and for that I’m so thankful to have her. She makes me forget about the bad and think only about the good <3

I'm proud of my heart. Its been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, but somehow it still works.

These 5 words I say to you

My sweet green eyes is such a Bon Jovi fanatic, every time I hear a song from him. It's her that's on my mind <3

We are such a great fit for one another. =]

Put your tongue back in your mouth

Ha ha these guys just drool over my sweet green eyes and wished that she was straight. Boys, put your tongue back in your mouth because the girl is mine and she's not interested in men ever!! It's funny because they try to use other ways of just being "friends" (getting close to her) by talking about fighting and training as a fighter because she's a professional tae kwon do athlete. Sorry fellas, but your not her type at all! She even has one of her tats to prove that she's happy and proud to be gay (and me)! I'm mean look at her - a total sexy femme, I'm one lucky girl!

Here's a better closer up of my babe with the white dress - I love the way she stares at the cam in this foto <3 (click to enlarge):

Breathless

My sweet green eyes in her hometown where her dad lives: Volos

My sweetie rockin' the All Saint's style...my beautiful fashionista <3

(Click to enlarge the beauty)!

Rock steady baby

Crazy thoughts on a beach crossed my mind before, but now I'm thinking like a rock ;]

Click image to see a bigger view of the beautiful picture cuz my sweet green eyes makes it that way!

I'm totally and utterly in love

Look at me sweet green eyes omg she's as delicious as her frappe <3

(and my new mobile wallpaper - too sexy eh)!

Dedicated <3

My songs are dedicated to her and her songs are dedicated to me. That's my shy, green-eyed, soft hearted doctor!!!! She's so fly!!!!!

OMG

Cheryl what were you thinking? It's not the honeymoon yet!

Yah babe =]

...and she's my reason <3

She got me flying flying high like a kite!!

Goals

So I'm waiting to hear from my sweet green eyes. I wrote her an extra extra long email to make her happy this morning. Hopefully we can Skype later on, but if not I'll be waiting for her text. As she moderately quits her smoking addiction from 30 to 10 and now to 8!!!!!

I'm very proud of her though, I have quit looking at my phone while I drive as I promised my sweet green eyes. Although, I do check it while I'm at stoplights to be safe, as she wants me whole when I come visit her =] she helped me pay attention to the road.

Well I'm not as bad as my doc as she drinks coffee she craves for a cig. Hopefully by the time I get there she'll be down to 0 because I don't want to be kissing an ashtray. I haven't kissed a smoker since Mike and that was a long long time ago.

So below is a pic that my sweet green eyes took, she captured the scenery very well!! I can't wait to go to paradise...and that's because it includes her! <3

(fell asleep with my phone in my hand and didn't hit the submit button - it was 3am and I definitely crashed hard. I was finishing up taking Rocco and Riley a bath).

Time

So i've been busy taking pics and editing fotos so I haven't had a chance to write my sweet green eyes back. I want to make time and talk to her on Skype, but we are both out whenever we try this week. Well I'll just write her an email the size of a book later tonight if I have time, but she's on my mind <3 Gonna go out!

I love her xxx's

My girl put this on my face =]

So it's gonna be a short blog since I'm gonna knock out.

Highlight of my day yesterday:

Prescription from my Dr. <3

Tea Lady

So I went over the notes that were taken when the tea lady had read my cup. And she's been right about everything so far. Like me taking pics of kids and a wedding. The funny thing was she told me that someone would announce an engagement. She was right on the money. She also told me more about my photography and how I am going to be very successful.

She also told me about people who were coming into my life, initials of who will be flirting with me, etc. Also, she asked me if I just had a break up. It's crazy about all the things she told me about the break up and my ex. The whole reading so far has been accurate. In the beginning she told me to make a wish and at the end of the reading she told me my wish would come true.

Well this was at the time, I made the wish and now it's been awhile since then. I'm not sure how that's even going to work out. Considering how things are different now and how I feel about things now as well. I know I can't really predict what will happen in time, but so far she has been right. Like all things, we'll have to wait and see.

Is there a Dr. in the house?

So I haven't written in my blog for the past few days. I had a power outage at my house, so I had been chillin' at other people's houses who had ac. I even crashed wherever without taking my make up off and contacts (at least now my new contacts are fine - I can keep them on for a week). Anyways, my power is back on and I'm back home sleeping in my own home sweet home.

Monday I woke up to my fb message. It's so quiet, that you can hear a pin drop louder than that. It's weird though, I heard it and I thought it was a message from my sweet green eyes. It was actually from the ex fiancé. She was sharing with me her news that she might be getting her PHD in Thessaloniki. It was nice that she shared that with me, I'm glad she's going for at east one thing that she wanted.

She wouldn't ever leave her family in Greece, so the location is perfect for her and them. Close to home and close to...well I know she will go there and she'll finally have everything that she wanted. It's what really makes her happy, so I'm glad for her.

Black out

So I can't really write a blog right now because the electricity is out and my phone is at about 47% right now. Well as I type this it's now 46% and there is no way to charge this at the moment. I need it for tomorrow. Hopefully they fix the electricity, so I can blog again and also that I'll be able to make some phone calls before my phone dies. I will continue tomorrow, actually later on today.

Here's what blogger looks like on the phone. I like the phone app better than typing it on the computer:

Random acts of kindness

I'm thinking that I may want to be a volunteer abroad. I want to have some new experiences (maybe take pics too) and also to be able to help people - adults or kids. Nothing feels better than putting a smile on another persons face and also feel good about yourself in helping others. I've been wanting to do this for awhile.

I have volunteered for soup kitchen before and I helped the poor people off the streets. It was an awesome feeling to brighten another persons day without asking for anything in return. What you get in return is a sincere thank you and the great feeling of knowing you have done and unselfish act. Try it and you'll see what I mean. =]

All apologies

So I'd like to apologize for all the typos, missing commas and run on sentences on many of my posts. When I am writing these things, I'm doing it on my iPhone and I write directly from my mind. It's whatever I'm feeling at the moment, which goes straight to my blog. I may go in after and correct them when I do get a chance, but you get the point!

Love hurts

So my cousin was telling me a story about her co worker Bobby. He's like a lil' brother to them. He came up to my cousin and just started crying. My cousin asked why he was crying. He didn't want to say. She said come on Bobby, tell me what's wrong? He said, "Have you ever had your heart broken?" When I heard that, I already knew where the story was going to go.

So My cousin told him no. Then he started crying more. He said that him and his wife separated a week ago (they are both 23 yr olds). He said the reason she left him was because she left him for someone else. Hearing that, I shook my head. He said that all the times that she told him she was going to sleep over at her friends at the hotel she was with him.

I rolled my eyes and mouthed the words - fucking bitch! My cousin asked why he would cheat on her and she said to him that she was not happy. I told my cousin as she was telling the story, why the fuck do they have to cheat? Why don't they cut it off before they fucking do that? I didn't know her but she pissed me off. My cousin told Bobby that was not an excuse and that is no reason to do what she had done.

Seriously why do these people decide on being so selfish and not think about the other person? Fucking others is not a fucking way to resolve the problem. It hurts so much that it's hard to explain how painful it feels. How does someone live with themselves after doing such a disgusting thing?

It's not right. I've learned the hard way. I have not been the most innocent person in a relationship, but I know that I wouldn't ever do pain on person such as that. It's not something to be proud of and it's no laughing matter. And karma will come around and bite you in the ass.

So my sweet green eyes told me she found out more about the story with the guy her ex cheated with her on. Seriously, even though you try to hide things or say part of the story. The other person knows, they feel something wrong even if it was not said. Intuition is a lot of the times correct. Follow your gut because it knows. I want to fucking beat my sweet green eyes' ex up knowing how she hurt her, but guess what? I thank her because it's her loss and my win. I will treat her like the Greek goddess she deserves to be! She's mine =]

Shit people get your stories straight! You can lie all you want through your teeth, but your just lying to yourself. And you are hurting the other person because they feel something isn't right. It hurts. Why? Because you love that person and as much as you want to forget. You can't because you think of all the things that the other person had done with someone else. You make up scenes of what happened and not just one scene...a million different scenarios that make you go crazy!

I know, it's never easy. Please people, think twice about ever cheating on your significant other. Put yourself in their shoes, I don't think you would like it to be done to you! Even if your unhappy because of how the other person is treating you in the relationship. Do the right thing, break it off before you decide to run off with another random person. People have feelings and I'm sure they stuck around with you not for the ride - they actually love you.

If you don't care and go off cheating with another person and keep doing it without a care in the world. Well then you are a fucking ho!

(Read blow. It's from my sweet green eyes about her ex, don't try to cover up or hide things - we already know - you just keep digging a hole deeper and deeper for yourself! Be a bigger person and come clean, the truth hurts but it'll be better for both people in the long run). Then scroll below it =P

She's my lobster

We've got so many things in common (too many to list - maybe I'll put that in a new post) - here is one thing that I would do!! My sweet green eyes:

I'd write more but I'm falling asleep, I will write more laters

Photo opt

So I went to Target and when I went to the checkout the cashier was really cute! I was trying to get the front view of her face, but I couldn't get that side, I got so nervous. Too bad she is in love with her bf because she had his name, Dustin tattooed (with a heart on the I - it was actually cute on her arm). Then again ha ha I'm just checking her out, my heart belongs to my sweet green eyes! Which if I get to the point of having her named tattooed, I will put her name with a heart or hearts - depending on which one I'll use.

Here's the cute girl's foto, but I didn't get her front. So you can't really tell. This pic doesn't do justice because you can't see her pretty face! Trust me though, she's a hottie =]

Yeah, I'm slick like a ninja!

Marina Lambrini Diamandis

So I Wikipedia'd the English band Marina and the Diamonds and it turns out the lead singer is Greek. Well I saw her close up in the video and I thought to myself that the singer looks more Mediterranean than English. I was right!

Although they say Marina is Welsh (guess she was born in Wales <3). I can keep explaining about it but look at Wikepedia for yourself. Of course, I have an eye for Greeks and well that's why I said she was gorgeous before even knowing her background. She has a hot English accent and she's amazingly talented! I love her music! Marina and the Diamonds rock!!!!

Still there

So I'm waiting for my sweet green eyes. She keeps going from her dad's house, her mom's and her friend's house. So I'm missing her. But she won't disappear on me like I won't disappear on her. I'm glad that druggie Petros didn't take advantage of her bringing her back through a shortcut while she went on her little walk. I will kill him if he did! She's mine!

I heart KP!

Wow the Katy Perry concert was amazingly awesome! I love her Candy Tour! Katy is so funny, I see how her humor is just like her hubby Russell Brand. I love the little movie story lines before each performance. Wow that girl can sing (she's got an even better voice live - and she was performing sick) not only that but she's sooo freaking sexy! What a body! And a pretty face to go with it. I didn't want the night to end.

Katy sang Whitney's, I want to dance with somebody and at the middle of the song she called a lot of people on stage to dance. The one guy had his phone next to her while he was dancing with her. Then when the song was over she pulled the one girl and asked if she had a fb and she said, want to take a pic with me? So Katy took the girl's phone and took the foto with their heads close together. So lucky! (I took a lot of pics and videos at least).

Her opening band, Marina and the Diamonds rocked! They deserve to be known in the US as well as UK. It's too bad Americans are missing out on popular English band. I hope they can cross over. The lead singer is gorgeous too!

It would have been nice to have had my sweet green eyes at the concert with me. There were these 2 girls that sort of reminded me of her. They had the blonde hair and slim bodies and I kept wishing that they were her. Well next time, I'll have my kouklaki with me (plus her cousin lives by Marcus Theatre so we can always crash there afterwards)!

My pretty eyes

My sweet green eyes is just too cute! I love her way of thinking and how passionate she is towards her field, politics and so on. Her aunt was right in saying that she is proud of having such a beautiful niece! Beautiful, intelligent, sweet, funny, sexy, talented, athletic and the list goes on about my sweet green eyes. I'm one very lucky girl!

U of I

I've been to Champagne, Il about 5 or 6 years ago with Dawn, her ex Shawn and my ex Radek. I didn't go around the U of I campus though and it's so beautiful.

If Sofia would have gone to U of I, I would have definitely have moved to Urbana with her, it's amazingly beautiful here. I'm sure Sofia would agree. I remember that she said it was pointless of her going there if I was living 3 hours away. It just wasn't in the cards.

So I also saw that you of I has a gay community for students. I saw the rainbow flags on one of the buildings. This girl coming from that direction was holding hands with another girl. She was pretty and femme, I couldn't help checking her out. Only looking, nothing wrong with that! I'm being a good girl =]

Hotel, Motel, Holiday Inn

So I'm sitting in my hotel room wide awake wishing my sweet green eyes was right here with me. I can't stop thinking about her the whole day. Right now, I just want to know...why can't I get, just one kiss? :*

See

I can't help wanting to see her every minute! Especially I wanted to view her awesome hometown as well.

Funny pic below with this guy she had a convo with: Petros

Whore a scope

Just like saying it like that ha ha

Uh oh

scary father in law is that worse than a scary mother in law? o.O

Who cares! I will not let them rule my heart! <3

Toughing it out

I can't wait for my sweet green eyes to go back to her dad's so that she can upload the pics, she left her USB port there. And I also want to talk with her on Skype, she's just got her bb with her and I want to see her face and hear her voice. Missing her, since yesterday. Yeah that's a long time, I want to hear from her every second!

Coming out

Anastasia

So I took pics of a Greek baby, I didn't realize at the time the mom was speaking Greek. Last name of the mom was Livaditis. I was trying to figure out the language. No wonder I thought she was beautiful and so so sweet. The baby was of course beautiful too. I was taking to the nurse and she was like your ex is Greek the one in room 58 is Greek, the family is all beautiful! I'm surrounded by greeks, not a bad thing! And no wonder the guy who was there was so cute. =]

The foto that got me

There's always that first pic you know someone by. This is the foto that drew me into her and not look back. And then the other foto underneath it and then and then...my sweet green eyes <3 (but I love all her pics)! Can't wait to see the new fotos she took =] She's got not only looks, but she's got also a kick ass personality to couple it with!

I didn't think I could find another, because I'm so so picky. Then she came into my life...

Blogging away

So I have been writing blogs for the past few hours because I'm bored and so wide awake. Although, I'm getting sleepy now and I think I'm ready to hit the pillows to have some sweet dreams about her! Goodnight. <3

That's not a girl...

That's a she-man! Referring to butch girls ha ha. I know I'm so mean, can't help it though. I mean look at my cousin's fiancé, just if you see you'll know what I mean. I've got nothing to say, you'll just have to see the look on my scrunched up face. Blind I tell ya, but completely blind! Even Stevie Wonder can see and have better judgement! Butch girls with long hair, you're not fooling anyone! You wannabe man, ew. Ok so they have feelings too, but just...o.O I pity the fool!

It's just like say a gay guy hooking up with a drag queen, they like boys, they will pick the one who looks like a man over the woman with an Adams apple, just sayin!

That's not a girl...

That's a she-man! Referring to butch girls ha ha. I know I'm so mean, can't help it though. I mean look at my cousin's fiancé, just if you see you'll know what I mean. I've got nothing to say, you'll just have to see the look on my scrunched up face. Blind I tell ya, but completely blind! Even Stevie Wonder can see and have better judgement! Butch girls with long hair, you're not fooling anyone! You wannabe man, ew. Ok so they have feelings too, but just...o.O

It's just like say a gay guy hooking up with a drag queen, they like boys, they will pick the one who looks like a man over the woman with an Adams apple, just sayin!

L.O.V.E.

YES! Didn't buy it, but it's true! Most especially in my situation <3

Oh la la!

So I got an fb email from this hot girl that I used to talk to before, but things didn't work out because I wasn't in my mind at the time. What an idiot I am when I'm all Emo. So yesterday the sexy French/Indian girl had wrote me.

As much as I was tempted to tell her no, I just took awhile to answer her back and it was tough but i let her know yet again the answer she didn't want to hear. But look at her, I'd fly to Paris for that. She's even better live on cam as her pics are. I just wished at the time I wasn't so lost. Ain't she a hottie? Anyones a fool to turn down that, yup I was a fool in love. Pics below the msg ;)

Happy happy joy joy!

My day has been so great so far. People are loving my fotos here at work and outside of work. I'm feeling so great not only because of that but because of my new muse. Everything is just perfect in every sense. Let's just hope things stay this way.