So I'm not feeling so awesome right now. All I wanna do is lay in my warm bed under the covers with my girl holding me. I dunno why guys thinks it's an open invitation to them to want to comfort me. Clearly I'm in a relationship and yes it's with a girl and she's living 3,000 miles away. That still doesn't mean my relationship is non existent, our relationship is very real and my heart is 100% true and loyal to her. There's no other that I care for, but her...I'm in love!
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Without her.
Waiting for my baby, she's outta of credits again. That's ok because I don't get another 100 free texts until the first of November. I'm totally lost without her, she's everything I wanted, everything I wished for and much much more. She makes my cheeks hurt from smiling so much! <3
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
She just makes me glow
The top text is from the bff, so nice =] Then the rest is from my baby, the one I love. I really loved her morning text for me...it was soooo sweet yet sexy at the same time! <3 She's everything I ever wanted, everything I need and more...so thankful!
Baby it's love!
I'm just having such an amazing day, knowing that my baby has me in her thoughts always. Hearing from her is surely the one thing that brightens my day and gets me smiling insanely crazy for no reason! Now how much more I'll be smiling when we finally meet face to face? I think about her constantly and she is the reason that I'm just so hyper and able to get through my days! I love her, yes I love her!!!! I can't stop mentioning that....I'm soooooo HAPPPPPPYYYY!!!
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Fly
So i miss my baby when she runs out of text, I'm paying extra right now just to text her back but I don't care. I love talking with her, she makes me feel all giddy inside that I literally jump for joy. My cousin said I act like a teenager when I'm talking about her, but I can't help the way I feel. She makes me feel well...I can't describe in words but it's great! So here's my horoscope and it tells the truth, I'm gonna fly to see my future...my baby...my love!
I know we miss our girl on FB
My baby's bff and I are sad that Lila mou isn't on fb due to her bitch ass hacker ex gf. Next time she messes around, I'm gonna cut her fingers off so she can't work ever in IT! Violent hahaha, just protective I guess!
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Tease
My baby just keeps me on my toes...I can't wait to see her. I'm looking for the best deal of tickets to see my love! My sis n laws cousin gets special deals on tickets better than expedia or thru ticket agents. I gave him my info and flight details so we'll see what he comes up with tomorrow!
Monday, October 24, 2011
1 Year Later
I talked with my ex and saw her on Skype and it was really nice to be able to have a fun conversation with her without having that weird feeling inside. I was at ease, smiling and joking. I'm just glad that we can talk again without any animosity towards each other. That's great to have the inner balance!....And then I texted my gf right after =]
The Holiday
So my cousin & I were watching The Holiday last night, that's with Kate Winslet, Cameron Diaz, Jude Law. I really relate to the movie, I was talking to the characters in the movie like they could understand me. Cameron is from LA and the guy she met was in London and she wasn't sure how they could keep their relationship going. I was like, "it's not hard!! Plus your freaking rich you can always travel back and forth to each other!" My cousin is like your such a dork, I told her well I know it's possible to because I have been through the long distance. She's like are you still in love with Sofia? I was like, no. She was like, yeah right! I said, no because I'm in love with Lila and it feels so good! She was like how do you know Lila is gay? I was like, wtf? I told her she is and I love her because she makes me feel so good, she's so much fun and we click really good. I told her also what I love about her is that she is open about her sexuality and that she doesn't hide me. My cousin said, how do you know she's open? I was explaining how her mom is still wishing for her to find a man, but she does accept her daughter for who she is - which is great! I told her though her dad said to her that if she doesn't change herself to conform to what he thinks is right (being in a straight relationship) that he will cancel her studies in Aberdeen. I told my cousin of course he can't do that because she's a spoiled girl and she got mad at her dad about him trying to blackmail her on her studies and he didn't go through with it. He's the male version of my mom. Well I told my cousin how much I love my girlfriend and that she's the one I want to be with forever....then I crashed on the bed and fell asleep.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Missing the one I love
I'm just missing my baby so much. I need to hear from her every second. My friend told me whenever I have a gf, I'm so different. Is that a good thing or bad? I dunno how I am...I'm just super in love with the most amazing and beautiful girl in the world! I love her so much!
Saturday, October 22, 2011
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