They say that time heals all pain. I don't believe that, because for me it just gets worse. I still feel the hurt that same way as Sofia had given me those ever so heartbreaking words in October. It's tremendously hard for me to go on, when all I feel is emptiness inside.
Yesterday all the songs that was for me and Sofia just played one after another. Yet again, I couldn't stop crying. Snow Patrol's Chasing Cars played on the radio. My cousin said is this your song for Sofia? Tears fell down my face and I nodded yes it was one of our songs. She laughed and said that I'm silly for crying over a girl. I told her she's not just any girl, she's the girl I love.
Everywhere I went yesterday I saw faces, but the only face that I wanted to see, I couldn't find. I feel like I'm trapped in a stupid dream and I can't wake up. I'm just annoyed by everyone and want to punch their faces. How could everyone be all smiling and in such a happy mood?
I really feel that my life is pointless. All the best things in life, are not things at all. Without Sofia, I don't have anything to live for. So what is the meaning of me being on this earth? I feel so miserable everyday and I don't want to feel like this anymore. It hurts me so much and I want this pain to go away. I miss her so much and she's the only who would be able to end my feelings of isolation and hurt. I just want to SCREAM!!!!! God help me...
If I ain't got you
Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think
That the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
That life's a bore
So full of the superficial
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them
And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share but no one who truly cares for me
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you, baby
If I ain't got you, baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me, baby oh
Said nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
I ain't got you with me, baby
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