Enjoyed talking endlessly to my beautiful girlfriend. So where do I start. I can replay all these moments we had talking in my head and it makes me smile. I know that I write about what we've talked about but it's not quite the same. It's like I'm serving the watered down version of coke. So I continued our conversation from the night before, how I was telling her that I was afraid of getting into a relationship with her. She said why? I said because it was a long distance relationship and I was afraid the same thing would happen again. She was like why because I'm Greek? She made me laugh. I had trust issues and I told her that the first time she broke my heart, I was afraid that she'd go and leave me again. I was telling her, that when she left me the first time (which didn't last long) I was thinking in my mind - wtf is this a greek thing (I was serious and at the same time joking). She was like, well I'm not fully Greek so it doesn't count! I was explaining to my babe that I was balling my eyes out right in front of my parents, cousin and everybody else, that I had to walk away. She reassured me that she was in a situation that she could have handled differently and shouldn't have put me in that position. She was in a hot mess with her ex. Her exes bff had told her about all the people that she had cheated on with her that my gf didn't know other than that one guy that my gf had known. She said the second time she broke up with me, wasn't because there was anyone in the picture. It was just because she was getting too attached and didn't want to make me wait for her since she thought she wasn't going to come to the US until 2 years after the start of her PHD. She confirmed to me that I shouldn't worry about it happening again because she's with me and she'll be coming here to be with me. It felt so good to hear those words, they were very comforting and reassuring. I said, ok babe - I believe and trust you.
She asked me about Javier the spanish guy that I had met, I told her to remind me the night before we got off skype. I told her that I was trying to find a way to move to London to be closer with my ex so I joined this FB group to find americans who moved to London. I met this guy who added me and we began talking. He told me he had a friend that was wanting to come over to the US to live and work. I told her that I thought he was just introducing me to a friend who needed help, but I told her I think he was just trying to hook us up and he knew clearly that I was in a relationship. So I told her that when my ex had already broken up, this was probably 6 months later the guy tried texted me. I told my gf, that maybe I was going to try to be straight and give him a try. I told her we started talking on skype and he mentioned to me that he was interested in me and that he liked me very much. I said in my mind ok, well this guy is good looking and nice so why not? The next time we were talking on skype he said that he wanted to give me a kiss and I said ok and I didn't expect what he was going to do. He closed his eyes and starting french kissing the screen and my jaw dropped at how disgusting and creepy that was. I was expecting something simple like a smack or flying kiss but this was so gross, it's hard to explain but I don't recommend anyone ever seeing that. I said to my gf, at that point I realized why I don't like men - they are so clueless. My gf was even grossed out by the story.
I started talking to my gf about the first time I had sex and told her that I was actually saving myself for marriage. I told her that I was so happy that I didn't wait until then because I would have been so disappointed. She laughed. She asked me when did I realize that having sex with men wasn't what I wanted. I told her after each guy I had been with that the feeling I had with them didn't feel like anything. I said it was just a pattern. I was telling her how I told my friend the first time it happened, why I didn't feel a thing? That should have been the answer right there. She asked me if the total number of guys and girls I was with match up to her number. I was counting in my head and then I told her, yes that should pretty much match up her number. I just calculated today though and well the number is 11 for me. Which she still got me beat by 3.
I was explaining to my gf that I wasn't all that innocent and that I had cheated before. She said she wouldn't hold it against me. I told her you have me and I won't ever cheat on you. She told me well cheating on guys doesn't count. Yes, I've cheated and have been cheated on. I told her I know how it feels to be on both ends of the stick. So I could never go that route ever again, or would ever want to - I'm too much in love with my girlfriend to even think of another. Even if they are giving me attention or flirting with me it doesn't make me change the way I think. It's flattering, but when you have the one you love and are committed with - you see only that person. That's me though, I'm a libra and I give my heart 110% to Lila mu. <3
I told my girl that I did try hooking up with girls here in Chicago, but there really are no girls here. My baby had a smile on her face and said: well that's good for me! I told my baby that I didn't think she'd go for me in the beginning. She said why? I told her because of the age difference and I said that she was out of my league. She laughed and said that I was crazy. I told her, well I'm a little bit insecure. She was like, yeah you are, but you are the one who made the first move. She told me the 2nd girl that she was with was her physics teacher. She said she had a huge crush on her and at that time she wasn't able to pay attention in class. She said that she went over to her house, I can't remember the reason why, but she said she couldn't believe what was happening. Then she said she called her friend up and he was like, what you hooked up with her? You bitch! She told me so age doesn't matter because her teacher was 35 and she was 17 at the time. She was like it was an 18 year difference. I don't know why though, the younger girls do like me for some reason. I have no problem with that though, the ones I've met are such awesome girls. And well 22 year old girls are more mature than 22 year old guys, that's a fact.
So anyways my babe said that during Christmas that teacher was there at her house with her husband. She said that she asked her to go to the room to talk with her. She said that she was saying sorry about the situation she was in. My baby told her that it's fine. She was like no it's not, if it didn't turn out like this, we would still be together. My baby was over it and she didn't care. She saying, she's with her husband and having his baby and she's telling me all this - it's been over for so long. I was saying, wow and was just amazed to hear about that. Well she's mine and no one else's!
My gf told me that her bff said to her that she realized that she is bi and was wanting her, but she told her it's too late and that she's taken and she smiled huge. Aren't I lucky! =] Yup, I've got the girl and she's got me! I was shocked to know her bff is bi, she's such a hottie too! My gf was telling me that her bff had a crush on her coach, but she's not really attractive: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUN8eXPn7Kk. I told her she's got a butter face. Everything nice but her face. She said now she's hooking up with another girl who she knows who's also not attractive and she said she's going to have to help her blind bff out when she goes back.
I asked my baby where she would like to be kissed, she said well it doesn't matter where you kiss me. It could be anywhere. I meant on the body, but she took it the other way. Well I'm glad to know that I don't have to hide behind closed doors, I love it! She said though, don't kiss me in front of Karim that's all. She was saying how he gossips and she doesn't want that. I said I know he's gay they do that. I told her ok I won't babe. She told me if she's able to finish her project early and she'll try her best if I still want to come visit her in March. I said yes babe, of course I want to come. I was telling her that I was already trying to get some photographers to fill in my spot while I go because I was sure of the dates. She laughed. She said ok, I will let you know by next week. That made me a happy woman!!! I hope to see my babe in 63 days! She showed me something and it was the present I gave her, she loved it and was playing with it the whole time. She told me it took her so long to do that shape, see pic of the buckyballs below. She told me that the place she bought my present that they had that and she was thinking to buy it and decided not to. I'm so glad that she didn't, I know my baby well - she really loved it. =]
My babe calls me freezer all the time and she told me she had a new nick name for me. I said what? She said that I'm rookie (because of my number =P). I said well if I'm a rookie then you are my all star! She was like yeah I am, haha. My baby is amazing, yup she's definitely my All star!
Then my cousin knocked on the door saying that I needed to help my dad clean the snow. My babe said that it was time for her to go since it was morning already, even though she didn't have any classes to go to. I said ok and she gave me this look and said what's with the face? I told her you know that I don't like letting you go, she's like I know I wish you were here. I said, yea if I was there we could lay together and no one would bother us. I wasn't letting her go, she's like babe I gotta go shower. I said, can I come? She said yes but that I can't right now and will work on the transport thing in the lab. Haha. I told her to have a good night and blew her a kiss and she blew a kiss back to me. Then she was like ok hang up...hang up.
Below is the pic of the buckyballs present I got her. Some Skype messages after we hung up and text messages from yesterday. Click pics to enlarge.
She asked me about Javier the spanish guy that I had met, I told her to remind me the night before we got off skype. I told her that I was trying to find a way to move to London to be closer with my ex so I joined this FB group to find americans who moved to London. I met this guy who added me and we began talking. He told me he had a friend that was wanting to come over to the US to live and work. I told her that I thought he was just introducing me to a friend who needed help, but I told her I think he was just trying to hook us up and he knew clearly that I was in a relationship. So I told her that when my ex had already broken up, this was probably 6 months later the guy tried texted me. I told my gf, that maybe I was going to try to be straight and give him a try. I told her we started talking on skype and he mentioned to me that he was interested in me and that he liked me very much. I said in my mind ok, well this guy is good looking and nice so why not? The next time we were talking on skype he said that he wanted to give me a kiss and I said ok and I didn't expect what he was going to do. He closed his eyes and starting french kissing the screen and my jaw dropped at how disgusting and creepy that was. I was expecting something simple like a smack or flying kiss but this was so gross, it's hard to explain but I don't recommend anyone ever seeing that. I said to my gf, at that point I realized why I don't like men - they are so clueless. My gf was even grossed out by the story.
I started talking to my gf about the first time I had sex and told her that I was actually saving myself for marriage. I told her that I was so happy that I didn't wait until then because I would have been so disappointed. She laughed. She asked me when did I realize that having sex with men wasn't what I wanted. I told her after each guy I had been with that the feeling I had with them didn't feel like anything. I said it was just a pattern. I was telling her how I told my friend the first time it happened, why I didn't feel a thing? That should have been the answer right there. She asked me if the total number of guys and girls I was with match up to her number. I was counting in my head and then I told her, yes that should pretty much match up her number. I just calculated today though and well the number is 11 for me. Which she still got me beat by 3.
I was explaining to my gf that I wasn't all that innocent and that I had cheated before. She said she wouldn't hold it against me. I told her you have me and I won't ever cheat on you. She told me well cheating on guys doesn't count. Yes, I've cheated and have been cheated on. I told her I know how it feels to be on both ends of the stick. So I could never go that route ever again, or would ever want to - I'm too much in love with my girlfriend to even think of another. Even if they are giving me attention or flirting with me it doesn't make me change the way I think. It's flattering, but when you have the one you love and are committed with - you see only that person. That's me though, I'm a libra and I give my heart 110% to Lila mu. <3
I told my girl that I did try hooking up with girls here in Chicago, but there really are no girls here. My baby had a smile on her face and said: well that's good for me! I told my baby that I didn't think she'd go for me in the beginning. She said why? I told her because of the age difference and I said that she was out of my league. She laughed and said that I was crazy. I told her, well I'm a little bit insecure. She was like, yeah you are, but you are the one who made the first move. She told me the 2nd girl that she was with was her physics teacher. She said she had a huge crush on her and at that time she wasn't able to pay attention in class. She said that she went over to her house, I can't remember the reason why, but she said she couldn't believe what was happening. Then she said she called her friend up and he was like, what you hooked up with her? You bitch! She told me so age doesn't matter because her teacher was 35 and she was 17 at the time. She was like it was an 18 year difference. I don't know why though, the younger girls do like me for some reason. I have no problem with that though, the ones I've met are such awesome girls. And well 22 year old girls are more mature than 22 year old guys, that's a fact.
So anyways my babe said that during Christmas that teacher was there at her house with her husband. She said that she asked her to go to the room to talk with her. She said that she was saying sorry about the situation she was in. My baby told her that it's fine. She was like no it's not, if it didn't turn out like this, we would still be together. My baby was over it and she didn't care. She saying, she's with her husband and having his baby and she's telling me all this - it's been over for so long. I was saying, wow and was just amazed to hear about that. Well she's mine and no one else's!
My gf told me that her bff said to her that she realized that she is bi and was wanting her, but she told her it's too late and that she's taken and she smiled huge. Aren't I lucky! =] Yup, I've got the girl and she's got me! I was shocked to know her bff is bi, she's such a hottie too! My gf was telling me that her bff had a crush on her coach, but she's not really attractive: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUN8eXPn7Kk. I told her she's got a butter face. Everything nice but her face. She said now she's hooking up with another girl who she knows who's also not attractive and she said she's going to have to help her blind bff out when she goes back.
I asked my baby where she would like to be kissed, she said well it doesn't matter where you kiss me. It could be anywhere. I meant on the body, but she took it the other way. Well I'm glad to know that I don't have to hide behind closed doors, I love it! She said though, don't kiss me in front of Karim that's all. She was saying how he gossips and she doesn't want that. I said I know he's gay they do that. I told her ok I won't babe. She told me if she's able to finish her project early and she'll try her best if I still want to come visit her in March. I said yes babe, of course I want to come. I was telling her that I was already trying to get some photographers to fill in my spot while I go because I was sure of the dates. She laughed. She said ok, I will let you know by next week. That made me a happy woman!!! I hope to see my babe in 63 days! She showed me something and it was the present I gave her, she loved it and was playing with it the whole time. She told me it took her so long to do that shape, see pic of the buckyballs below. She told me that the place she bought my present that they had that and she was thinking to buy it and decided not to. I'm so glad that she didn't, I know my baby well - she really loved it. =]
My babe calls me freezer all the time and she told me she had a new nick name for me. I said what? She said that I'm rookie (because of my number =P). I said well if I'm a rookie then you are my all star! She was like yeah I am, haha. My baby is amazing, yup she's definitely my All star!
Then my cousin knocked on the door saying that I needed to help my dad clean the snow. My babe said that it was time for her to go since it was morning already, even though she didn't have any classes to go to. I said ok and she gave me this look and said what's with the face? I told her you know that I don't like letting you go, she's like I know I wish you were here. I said, yea if I was there we could lay together and no one would bother us. I wasn't letting her go, she's like babe I gotta go shower. I said, can I come? She said yes but that I can't right now and will work on the transport thing in the lab. Haha. I told her to have a good night and blew her a kiss and she blew a kiss back to me. Then she was like ok hang up...hang up.
Below is the pic of the buckyballs present I got her. Some Skype messages after we hung up and text messages from yesterday. Click pics to enlarge.
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