Sunday, January 29, 2012

Tears of Happiness

My gf amazes me. She brought a huge smile to my face when I received her valentine's day package earlier than I expected. I texted my baby to make sure I should wait until the 14th to open and she said yes. She IM'd me on Skype and we got on cam. My baby told me to open the box, I guess she wanted to see my reaction - which was all good! Although, she wouldn't let me read the card in front of her because she was being all shy about it. She also sent me my usb stick back with a bunch of pics, a couple of her favorite movies and a dedicated playlist! <3 She touched me deeply. 

I loved everything that she had gotten me, she put a bunch of things that are my favorite. It's like my baby has known me forever and I was laying on the bed in tears of happiness. I found a great girl who loves me and I love her so much. She told me about her past that she wasn't proud of, she's like you think I'm ho. I said babe, nooo I don't think you are. I told her I only consider a ho someone who goes around behind my back hooking up with other people while we are in a relationship. 

She said that is why she was being honest about things with me about everything. Again she said that she would never cheat in a relationship or on me. I told my babe that I love the fact that she is open an honest about things with me. She said that's how she wants the relationship to be that she can tell me things before hearing it from others. She said that when I go to Greece and meet her friends they will be telling me things about her and she doesn't want me having to question things or doubting thoughts of her. 

I've truly got the best and finally got the creme of the crop! Before we got off Skype my gf and I were exchanging words in Greek then Russian (my gf is also a Ruski), I added some polish words and filipino words...we were having fun. She told me some of the words I had said in Greek is to never be repeated in public because it was bad for a girl to say that. We blew each other kisses and my babe said that we will talk tomorrow. 

Below is everything my babe put in my package, the v-day card she had written to me was so sweet and very touching (I laid on the bed with the card on my chest just sighing like a teenager in love - well I'm really in love)(It's hard to read the pic, so i've written every sweet word from my amazing love underneath the pic)! And also below are the texts we sent back and forth to each other! Click to enlarge  pics: 





SO FIRST OF ALL I WANNA THANK YOU FOR COMING IN MY LIFE AND MAKING ME TRUST IN LOVE AGAIN. I KNOW I'VE MADE  LOTS OF MISTAKES IN THE BEGINNING AND I'VE HURT YOU A LOT BUT I PROMISE YOU THIS BABY, THERE WILL BE NO MORE COMING! YOU ARE AMAZING AND SO SPECIAL THAT I THOUGHT I COULD NEVER FIND YOU. WHEN I LOOK AT YOU, AT YOUR EYES, YOUR SMILE EVERY SINGLE MOMENT IN MY LIFE SEEMS SO MUCH BETTER AND ALL I'M THINKING ABOUT IS THE MOMENT THAT I'LL HAVE YOU IN MY ARMS AND NEVER LET YOU GO. SOMEONE ONCE SAID 'CAN MILES TRULY SEPARATE YOU FROM YOUR LOVED ONE?...IF YOU WANT TO BE WITH SOMEONE, AREN'T YOU ALREADY THERE?' I KNOW FOR A FACT, THAT EVERY NIGHT I CLOSE MY EYES, I'M RIGHT THERE, BY YOUR SIDE, STROKING YOUR HAIR, HOLDING YOUR HAND JUST FOR YOU TO FEEL THAT I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE...CAUSE WHEN YOU LOOK AT ME BABY IT FEELS LIKE I'M RIGHT WHERE I BELONG.

SO I'LL WORK AS HARD AS I CAN IN ORDER TO BE WITH YOU AT MARCH CAUSE DAYS SEEM SO DULL WHEN YOU ARE NOT AROUND! THUS I'LL SAVE THE REST I NEED TO TELL YOU FOR A MORE APPROPRIATE MOMENT WHEN WORDS CAN BE BACKED UP FROM ACTIONS. TILL THEN, JUST REMEMBER AND TRUST THAT I'M NOT GOING ANYWHERE CAUZE YOU ALREADY GOT ALL OF ME PRINCESS...

(QUESTION FROM THE ENVELOPE INSIDE THE CARD: BUT...DO YOU WANNA BE MY GIRL?)

P.S. I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER TOLD YOU BEFORE BUT I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU PRINCESS... LOADS OF KISSES LILA






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