Sleep to forget

I think I've slept almost 6 hours since I got home. I had no dream, it was like I wasn't existing on this earth. (Usually, I'm not getting this much sleep - I like staying up). The only time I woke up was when my cousin called me and she asked what was wrong, I told her I just woke up - which was the truth. She was like, are you back together with Sofia? I wasn't really paying to much attention to exactly what she was saying because I just wanted to go back to sleep. Although, when I did wake up I was hurting, but the heartache hurt. I don't like having this feeling and I tried to keep things positive and go for a long walk with the dogs, but I can't help feeling this emptiness inside. I woke up about an hour ago not realizing it was midnight, all I want to do is go to sleep and not deal with anything. My mom kept annoying me saying that I have to eat something or else I'll end up going to ER like my cousin, who had an ulcer for not eating. I can't help that I've lost my appetite for food, I just don't have the mood.