The funny thing about life is that it is full of surprises. Who would have thought that when things get worse, that later on it will only get better? That's what happened to me. Who would have thought that I would meet someone who not only changed my relationship status, but the one who actually changed my life? Instead of feeling like it was going to be the end, it turned into something that was only going to be the start of an amazing new beginning. I fell in love once again and with someone who appreciates me and understands me.
This is the girl that I don't feel like I'm trying too hard to make things work; it all falls naturally into place with ease. I don't feel like I'm alone in this relationship, there is two of us making things work out - together as a couple. I don't have any doubts at all (even if she's on the other side of the ocean) and that's what a true relationship should feel like. I don't have that gut-wrenching-in-the-pit-of my stomach feeling that I had before with who I was previously linked to. Nope, I have good vibes that are coming my way.
I finally found my soul mate and I didn't think I was going to find someone who would complete me as she does. I really love my gf so much and it feels so good to be smiling every second, every moment that I think of her and know that she's feeling the same way as I do (plus she actually has great taste and so do I - tee hee). It's very hard to explain in words the exact emotions that I feel inside about my love. All I know is that I'm so glad that she's the one who brought the happiness into my life after being in a cloud of depression in the past.
She's truly the one (even though it's only been 9 months); she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. It doesn't take 1, 2, or 3 years or however long to know someone that you want to be with them forever. Ever since I had met her, there is truly no one else worth thinking about. The last time I saw my ex on Skype cam, she told me that she could see in my eyes that I had missed her.
The truth though was when I first saw her on cam, I felt so happy because I didn't have that connection that I used to have when I did see her. I felt free and unattached to past emotions. In reality, I was actually really missing my gf at that time and I was wishing that she was the one who was on the other end, instead of my ex. And that's the honest truth. Because once you find better, there is no looking back because forward has an even greater view. I found better love and it is stronger than it ever was. <3
Again below are the sweet text messages from my baby...my one and only: =] <3
This is the girl that I don't feel like I'm trying too hard to make things work; it all falls naturally into place with ease. I don't feel like I'm alone in this relationship, there is two of us making things work out - together as a couple. I don't have any doubts at all (even if she's on the other side of the ocean) and that's what a true relationship should feel like. I don't have that gut-wrenching-in-the-pit-of my stomach feeling that I had before with who I was previously linked to. Nope, I have good vibes that are coming my way.
I finally found my soul mate and I didn't think I was going to find someone who would complete me as she does. I really love my gf so much and it feels so good to be smiling every second, every moment that I think of her and know that she's feeling the same way as I do (plus she actually has great taste and so do I - tee hee). It's very hard to explain in words the exact emotions that I feel inside about my love. All I know is that I'm so glad that she's the one who brought the happiness into my life after being in a cloud of depression in the past.
She's truly the one (even though it's only been 9 months); she's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. It doesn't take 1, 2, or 3 years or however long to know someone that you want to be with them forever. Ever since I had met her, there is truly no one else worth thinking about. The last time I saw my ex on Skype cam, she told me that she could see in my eyes that I had missed her.
The truth though was when I first saw her on cam, I felt so happy because I didn't have that connection that I used to have when I did see her. I felt free and unattached to past emotions. In reality, I was actually really missing my gf at that time and I was wishing that she was the one who was on the other end, instead of my ex. And that's the honest truth. Because once you find better, there is no looking back because forward has an even greater view. I found better love and it is stronger than it ever was. <3
Again below are the sweet text messages from my baby...my one and only: =] <3
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