Valentine’s Day used to get me all giddy and happy inside, but this year I don’t even want to hear about it. The other day I was at the store getting all my necessities and on the way to pay at the cashier I passed the romance card section and I was ok until my cousin was trying to show me them. Well she opened the musical card and the Temptation’s song started playing Sugar Pie Honey Bunch and it just brought me down. My eyes started tearing and I couldn’t stand to be there any longer, I ran away as far from there as I can. I could see people staring at me and seeing my sad eyes cry. Even though I celebrated V-day alone for the last 2 years because it was a long distance relationship, I had someone who I loved and was able to send sweet things and know that I had their love in return. This time, I love the same person but that is as far as it will go because this time we aren’t a couple. One fucking sided love. Fuck Valentine’s Day; fuck the chocolate candies, the flowers, the hearts and all the love. A so-called friend said, “Fuck love, love sucks!” I never understood the meaning of that until I lost the one I love, the love of my life.
"I Miss You"
(I miss you, I miss you)
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you, I miss you)
(I miss you, I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorryI cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call youand hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you, I miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head
(I miss you, I miss you)[x3]
(I miss you, I miss you) [x4]
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