Then and Now

I started thinking about how I used to be during the dark months when I was depressed and sad. I look back at the pics I took of myself and how awful I looked. I can't believe I fell apart that way. I remember when I wouldn't even leave my bed, just hiding underneath my black blanket not wanting to do a thing. I didn't even want to stay awake. I couldn't eat anything, didn't want anything and my cousin was laughing at me.

My cousin was telling me to get over it and move on because my ex had and didn't want me anymore. I laid in bed pathetic wishing I would have it all back. I remember when I went to the tea lady and she told me to make a wish. I wished for my ex and I to get back together. At the end of the reading, the tea lady told me my wish will come true. She told me though to focus on myself and my career first and not be with anyone for a year. I did.

Now it's been all past that and my wish that I had before was just something I held onto but put in the past. Someone came into my life and made me the happiest person again. Even happier than before! All I can do is think of her and all I want is her. I think of our future together and us being together forever. Hearing from her by fb, Skype and any other means of communication makes my day. She came along and since then I'm at ease and I know now that everything is going to be alright, if not better!!!!! My gf and I thanked my friend Nicole, for she was my bridge to my soulmate! I thank all my lucky stars! =]