I feel for her

So we are both such romantics. It's kind of refreshing to have someone who's on the same wavelength as me. I just wished to be with her suntanning by the beach on the sands with her. Just to be there having her company is all that I need. Holding her and sharing little kisses here and there is ideal.

I don't know what's going to happen, because when things are planned they sometimes don't follow through. Although, I'm hoping things work out for us because I'm back at my good feeling place. It's taken awhile for me to get here and I want to stay here.

I thought about this long and hard, through and through about having another long distance relationship. Because really being on other sides of the world is tough. Even though you say you love one another, you really don't know what the other person is actually doing. They can say one thing and do another.

Yes it scares me because I don't want to fall into the same position like before. Being faithful in a long distance relationship isn't easy. I can do it, but can the other? Love is a gamble. I'm gonna take a risk because I'm feeling something for her, she makes me happy and well it's not something I can just walk away from that easily. When I feel this way, I just have to go with it! My sweet green eyes <3