Have your cake and it eat it too.

So the other day my cousin brought up the subject of mistresses. She asked me if I would be a mistress to someone. And then she told me that she thinks it is ok. She then said that people fall out of love and can't help it. Which brought us to the next topic - which came out of nowhere she said, "like Sofia did with you, she fell out of love with you." (She repeated herself and I felt like it all being rubbed in my face).Then she said, "which I don't know why?" She questioned me, "Do you know why?"

So I had to explain myself to her yet again the reason. Then I continued our earlier subject, "why, if you love someone should you have a mistress? Fucking break up with them, don't drag them along for the ride." I feel very passionate about this subject and I can go for hours and hours until your face turns blue, about this touchy subject matter.

I totally felt this scene from the...
Movie: The Kids are Alright

This fits the topic well.

Jules: It has nothing to do with that. I just felt so far from you lately.

Nic: Oh right, so it's my fault.

Jules: No, who said anything about fault? Just listen to me! (crying)

Nic: I'm listening! What? (irritated and distraught)

Jules: I just...I just needed...

Nic: What?...to be fucked?

Jules: No...appreciated!!!!

Nic: Oh well it's always what I'm not doing for you, isn't it?
Well...ok. Here's what I don't do to you. I don't work out my issues by FUCKING other people!

Pretty much, the scene is self explanatory.

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