My babe and I talked for about 2 hrs. She explained to me about how her friend Karim came over and he was acting unusually weird. She said that he didn't have anything to drink so she wasn't able to get any information out of him. She was explaining how he was all touchy feely around her and even play bit her arm and I gave her this look like, wtf? She said, babe don't get jealous of Karim he's so gay. At the same time, she was questioning his behavior and his intentions with her, but then she couldn't grasp the idea of him even liking a girl because of all the bf's and guys that she had gone through talking about with him. She was asking my advice and I told her that maybe it's all an act just to get close to you and she still couldn't think of him even feeling that way towards her. I said that maybe he's turning a new leaf and deciding he will try going straight.
She told me that she ended up talking again with her ex. Her ex wanted to talk about their relationship again saying that the reason why she had cheated on her was all my gfs fault. She was saying how she loved her and still loves her....etc. and blah blah blah. My gf told her that it was fine that she felt that way about what happened with them but she doesn't really care about it anymore. She told me, why can't she just put the Irene & Lila Chapter away and bury it because it's all over and done with. My gf was explaining, "If you really love someone, would you really go with someone else...?" I cut her off with a sarcastic tone saying, "I loved you so much that is why I went off and was fucking someone else." She was explaining how loyal she was to her and that her ex was very demanding. She said that she needed to have her attention on her 24 hrs a day.
My gf said she was also studying, which she loves to do - and told her gf that she would put her science aside to give all her attention to her gf. She asked me if she was being irrational. She asked me what I thought of it. I told her that if she did something like that for me, I'd love it because she's pushing another thing that she loves aside for her own gf. She said that when she got back, Karim was mad at her for having to talk with her ex because he hates her. I said well your friends know you best and what's good for you. She said that's true and that he also knows something about her and Stacy, the one time fling they had with each other. He asked her about it but she told him that she didn't know what he was talking about. She told me that she couldn't believe the chic told him about what happened and said that she needs to have a talk with her.
We talked about Taurus and Libra matches. She was explaining how she knows 3 other libras - her grandpa, grandma and Anastasia. She explained to me that I was the same way with her grandma, which she told me she's real close to and that she was more like a mom to her than her real mom. So she said she didn't know which is the real libra since her bff and grandpa didn't describe some of the qualities that I had explained. I told my gf that majority rules and that her grandma and I are the true libras. She asked me why I had stayed with her after all that we had gone through. She was like I know I'm crazy, but you put up with me and my behavior. I told her that I had feelings right from the start and I didn't look at the ups and downs of our relationship (she broke up with me about 4 times), but I couldn't just let her go. I was already deeply involved with her to even walk away. She smiled.
We got into the conversation about us making up. I told her that it was good and she told me I had crushed her ego. She said it was only good? She was like I can't believe you said that and I told her I didn't mean it that way. I felt stupid because that just came out and I told her it was like Summer (500 days of Summer - we watched it together b/c she didn't watch it) she said it was gooood. She started laughing. I said babe what I mean to say was it was amazing and magnificent, which was the truth. She told me that she wouldn't want to have known me when I was 19 (explaining how my hyperness and ability to keep going and going) and then she said well I wouldn't have wanted to know actually. She said that it was a compliment, I blushed. She also said that anyone who is surrounded by me would all be attracted to me. Again I got all quiet and she was like babe say thank you that was another compliment. She was saying that I'm shyer than her cousin who's 4 years old and that I'm older than her - and because of that I shouldn't be so shy. She also said and the fact that I'm her girlfriend would be another reason not to be so bashful with her. She told me that she heard me talking in the room with Nikos, Silvio and Mo and that day she couldn't believe that I actually talked (that's for another long story on another blog possibly).
Well I'm too lazy now to write anymore (well I'm still hyper at the moment as I type my blog right now). My gf said that she needed to get back to studying and showed me her notebook of what she was writing in (molecular biology) and told me, see I have so much studying to do that I don't have time to cheat on you. I said and you wouldn't cheat on me anyways? She looked at me and I wouldn't cheat on you only with molecular biology. I said well I don't mind if I have to share you with MB. She laughed and said I'm not gonna go there. She told me that we will talk tomorrow and blew me a kiss. I blew her a kiss back and told her love you and she said love you back at me. We blew each other another kiss and I hung up.
Oh I forgot to add that I told my gf that I am preserving the clothes that she washed of mine because I still want to keep her scent on me. She said, well I could always send you the lil fabric to you. I told her or you can come here. She said yes that's true, but after May 18th when everything is all over and she has her degree. That is all. =] <3
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