I didn't get to talk as long as I wanted to with my baby because either my baby's dad was calling her, so I had to wait for her. Then my cousin came to the house and she wouldn't let me talk anymore to my gf once she got to the house.
My gf saw my arm and said, OMG is that what I had done to you? I told her yes and she said that she was very sorry. She said she didn't remember what she did, so that she wouldn't do it again the next time. I told her babe it's ok, it doesn't even hurt and I was showing her while I kept pressing it. She said stop doing that. She said well I know you like pain and was smiling but I'm really sorry babe.
We talked about how she hung out with her ex and how disappointed that she was actually with this girl for 3 years. Too make a long story short my gf's ex was becoming the office slut hooking up with her boss who's a married man with 2 kids. She is also having feelings towards the bigger boss above him who is a woman. My gf said that she just hooks up with people for their status (people with money). The crazy thing too is that the guy my gfs ex cheated on her with will also be working there as the team manager. My gf told her ex not to ever associate her as the girl that she got engaged to right before she ends up marrying the fat old rich man. My gf said that her ex was putting her arms in hers and she was asking what she was doing? My gf said she only does that with her friends and her gf and she didn't consider her ex any of those. My gf said that she texted her ex and said that she can't be around her anymore and to never talk/text her again.
We talked again about what she saw of mine that just fucked her up the other day, which is why it took her so long to respond to me when I texted her. She wanted to know, because when I was there with her in Scotland, she told me she didn't want to get over another fucked up situation. I explained to my gf that she shouldn't worry and that I'm faithful to her and didn't want anyone else. She told me to be sure because things are different because of the way she feels for me and that I'm her real second chance to be in a serious relationship. I love how she thinks highly of me and that after what she had gone through with her first love (who overdosed and that took a toll on her in life and relationships). I love how my gf is finally opening up and giving love another chance (not like her relationship with her ex previously to me).
Then my gf and I talked about her bff Karim, who is as my gf says, gay as a tennis player but he told her that he has a thing for a girl. My gf was like, what is going on in the world? Gay people going straight and vice versa. My gf said that the girl that Karim maybe talking about is her and if that is the truth - she doesn't know what she's going to do. Although, my gf said that it's hard for her to comprehend it since he's so gay! She did say though that how he treated me when I was there was the same way he did with her ex and he hated her ex. She said that he doesn't act like that towards her other friends, just girlfriends so that's why she's thinking that the girl he's got feelings for is her. I said that I felt that he wasn't very fond of me and she agreed because when we ran into that Stacy girl (who's his friend - she's a pretty girl from L.A.), in front of me he was telling my gf why doesn't she try hooking up with her. We both said it at the same time that it pissed me off and it worked.
I remember that night when my gf, Karim and I were walking him back home from Black Friars and we saw that Stacy girl. Karim stopped to talk with her and she was looking back at me and Lila. Then Karim said bye to her and came back to walk with us. Karim was telling my gf, "why not try Stacy?" I remember looking at her up and down saying to myself, yes she's pretty and sexy but you can tell she's such a whore. When I heard that from Karim, I was so pissed off and I started walking further away from them really fast (I was a bit tipsy at the time too). My gf went after me and grabbed my arm and held me close to her and whispered in my ear, "babe don't worry about that girl". She was telling me remember what we talked about earlier about girls like that? She was like that's the kind of girl that won't stick around, they are only good for one night stands but nothing serious. After she held me close to her I felt much better.
I found out the next day that my gf had hooked up with her one time and they both didn't realize that Karim was their friend and decided to hide it from him because he thought highly of both of them. She said that she didn't know she was a friend of his; they met I believe in one of her classes. She said do you remember how the way she was looking at me that night? I told her that I didn't notice because I was so pissed off with Karim even trying to hook her up in front of me, while he knew that my gf and I are in a relationship. She told me that she couldn't go for a girl like that for anything serious and she wouldn't ever hook up with her again. That day Stacy texted her asking who she was with (me) the night that she saw us, she likes my gf a lot but my gf isn't into her that way.
Now I'm kind of writing some things of what happened when I was in Scotland with my gf. Well my gf told me that she never brings any girls ever back to her place because it's her personal place and the girls would know to much. She told me that I'm the only girl that she brought there (and I can tell m gf is a private person). She also told me very personal things about her that she only shared with her bff and hadn't told anyone. I could go all into it but that be 10 more blogs to write in. So it feels good to know how she trusts me with such information and how special it makes me because she has been opening up more and more about herself to me. I love that.
When I got on my bed it was squeaking and I told her that I hated the bed. She said, babe when I come there you are going to have to change that bed. I told her that I will don't worry. She said smiling as she was looking down or else we're gonna have to use the floor. She was mentioning that people use beds for the first time, but for us on the first time we used the floor. ;]
Anyways, getting back to us talking on Skype - my cousin came and didn't want to be waiting anymore and I told her that I just need to say a few more things to my gf and she wasn't having it. My gf IM'd me back and said not to worry because she has to go help out the guys in cooking for Easter. I switched the mic back on and told her that I didn't want to let her go because I had missed her. She told me, "I know...I miss you too but you are standing your cousin up." I said ok and I told her I love you and she said it back to me and smiled (she looked so happy when I said that). I was really happy to hear it from her as well and then hung up. I hate that part.
Below again our sweet texts (when I'm going to see my baby)! And Skype messages etc:
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