Everything definitely happens for a reason

Even though I don't talk to my girl every minute or day, I feel complete. I'm so crazy about her and I've fallen so deep, beyond any other love that I have felt before. I remember at one time I didn't want another girl and I thought that I couldn't get anyone better than what I thought I had.

I was desperate to fix what was broken. I researched about people waiting to get back with who they thought was the one for them. A lot of people said to move on and that things would get better. They said that if they didn't get heartbroken from "the one," they thought was their forever...they wouldn't have met the next best thing. I didn't believe that. I was definitely Tom from the movie 500 Days of Summer. I wanted to hold on to summer, but then Autumn came along.

I thought I was being punished, but the truth is as the saying goes: If you want the rainbow, you have to go through the rain. I've got the rainbow and Lila is my pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. The pain that I had gone through, was so worth it. Lila mu is the one that that I'm waiting for...she's truly the one that holds my heart. <3