Talked to my gf on Friday on Skype for an amazing 3 hours. I loved the fact that she tells me that she is here for me. I loved that she said - um babe, where is your necklace? She told me that she doesn't tell me things, but that she is observant. I didn't think she realize I was wearing it, I was wrong. I took it off when we broke up, but I put it back on again. I love that she gave me an everlasting rose that won't wilt. That's what it said in the little note that she had written along with my necklace that she gave me: Unfortunately baby I can't give you flowers...yet! But on the other hand flowers wither and get forgotten whereas the way I feel about you can only be expressed by something solid, everlasting...Hope you like it princess.
I love the fact when I was telling her how I was redecorating my room on how I wanted to paint one of my walls, she told me to leave it for her to paint. I said really? She said yeah, that it would be something that would make my mom like her more. I liked that she's planning to come here before I've asked her, that she is ok with staying in my room in the house with my mom (despite knowing how my mom feels about my relationship towards woman). I love that she's wanting to get approval from my mom and that is a big deal to me. I love the fact that she tells me that even if we haven't actually met yet in person, that I already know everything about her, that the only thing I don't know is what the four corners of her room looks like. Speaking of her room, she had redecorated it again, making it special for when I come - I love it. I loved how we both got uncomfortably shy in our conversation, it was awkward but we are so alike and it's just too cute. My gf was telling me how her ex will know about me going there because she's stalking her fb and blog. Hopefully she doesn't bother us, she needs to get over the fact that she now belongs to me and I'm so thankful.
Also, I love how she was explaining to me that she is gay but she's not the type that has to go to a gay pride parade to prove to everyone who she is. That she's the type that she doesn't really show it and by looking at her you wouldn't be able to tell that she is gay, but it's not that she hides it she doesn't have to flaunt it. I really love that about her. <3
Too much for me to write about what we had talked about, but we got into deeper conversations and learned a lot more about each other. She makes my heart flutter. Below are a few texts from Friday and some more that had been sent to me last night. Oh how she gets me so weak in a good way, I so can't wait to be with my one true love <3
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