Well it's been awhile since I have updated my blog. Been very busy with my job and holiday shopping! Hmmm so where do I start? My gf was in the process of breaking up with me and I didn't know it. She thought that by ignoring me, I'd get pissed at her and not talk to her ever again.
My baby sent me a text (which of course I'll post) breaking it off. That day I was terribly upset. I couldn't eat, I couldn't concentrate on Christmas shopping or anything else for that matter. I was just down and I stopped texting her, which only lasted a day.
Two days after, I texted her to Skype with me. We talked and then she mentioned why she was being a prick and not talking to me. She was like, there wasn't any other person or that she wasn't playing games with me or any other worse thing I could think of. She said she found out from her counselor that she wasn't going to be able to transfer to the states until 2 years later. He said she will start her PHD in Aberdeen.
So she felt sad that she wasn't going to be with me as planned and didn't think it was fair to have me wait for her for so long. I said, you didn't ask me. She said she knows but it would be too hard as she had done it before so that's why she blew me off. I said that you can't get me mad ever because I'm crazy about you. She smiled big.
I told her all the things I was thinking why she was trying to break it off such as her being not trusting because of her past relationship. She said that too. I said to her I think she should give us a chance because I have a good feeling about us. She said that she thought it would make it easier for me to forget her. I said I can't forget you, I have you tattooed on my arm and I can't stop thinking about you always. She said but 2 years being away from you, it's gonna be hard and then my program is going to be a lot of work.
I said, I don't care - I've done it before. She said she did too and it ended badly. She said that she can't be thinking of what I'm doing on this side of the world. I said remember this is a new relationship. She was like, I know. She said, I'm loyal and I get really jealous. I said well, I'm sincere too and I won't do the things your ex did. I'm not looking to have fun, I don't like to share and that I was always the person who was looking for the one. She smiled. I said just give us a try, don't give up. She said she can't give an answer now and that she will think about it. She said that I should think about it as well to have to wait for her if she isn't able to get transferred here right away. She said she already knows my answer. She was like, I know you libras are very persistent. I laughed and was like...and consistent!
She told me to really think it through even though she knows already it is a yes and that I won't even really think about the other option. She said, please just do it for my peace of mind. (I know there is much more to our conversation that I hadn't added, but trying to cut it short). She saw me with big smiles and asked if I'm happy. I said yes. I told her that's what she does to me.
She said that she will try to talk to her counselor the next day and see if she can transfer sooner. She said that her last option was to ask her dad, which she didn't want to in helping her get here quickly. Or ask her counselor to get a Mensa (spelling? Its meaning is to transfer to any other schools that will pay for her PHD - something like that).
I told her that my cousin works at MIT in Boston. She said really? I said yes. Maybe I can ask him. I said that his fiancé, which is his wife now, followed her there. He moved there to be with her. I said, see it runs in the family! She laughed and smiled. Well there is more to the story but I'm getting tired to write or think what was said. So we blew each other kisses and told me to think about my feelings of the situation and let her know the answer tomorrow.
My baby sent me a text (which of course I'll post) breaking it off. That day I was terribly upset. I couldn't eat, I couldn't concentrate on Christmas shopping or anything else for that matter. I was just down and I stopped texting her, which only lasted a day.
Two days after, I texted her to Skype with me. We talked and then she mentioned why she was being a prick and not talking to me. She was like, there wasn't any other person or that she wasn't playing games with me or any other worse thing I could think of. She said she found out from her counselor that she wasn't going to be able to transfer to the states until 2 years later. He said she will start her PHD in Aberdeen.
So she felt sad that she wasn't going to be with me as planned and didn't think it was fair to have me wait for her for so long. I said, you didn't ask me. She said she knows but it would be too hard as she had done it before so that's why she blew me off. I said that you can't get me mad ever because I'm crazy about you. She smiled big.
I told her all the things I was thinking why she was trying to break it off such as her being not trusting because of her past relationship. She said that too. I said to her I think she should give us a chance because I have a good feeling about us. She said that she thought it would make it easier for me to forget her. I said I can't forget you, I have you tattooed on my arm and I can't stop thinking about you always. She said but 2 years being away from you, it's gonna be hard and then my program is going to be a lot of work.
I said, I don't care - I've done it before. She said she did too and it ended badly. She said that she can't be thinking of what I'm doing on this side of the world. I said remember this is a new relationship. She was like, I know. She said, I'm loyal and I get really jealous. I said well, I'm sincere too and I won't do the things your ex did. I'm not looking to have fun, I don't like to share and that I was always the person who was looking for the one. She smiled. I said just give us a try, don't give up. She said she can't give an answer now and that she will think about it. She said that I should think about it as well to have to wait for her if she isn't able to get transferred here right away. She said she already knows my answer. She was like, I know you libras are very persistent. I laughed and was like...and consistent!
She told me to really think it through even though she knows already it is a yes and that I won't even really think about the other option. She said, please just do it for my peace of mind. (I know there is much more to our conversation that I hadn't added, but trying to cut it short). She saw me with big smiles and asked if I'm happy. I said yes. I told her that's what she does to me.
She said that she will try to talk to her counselor the next day and see if she can transfer sooner. She said that her last option was to ask her dad, which she didn't want to in helping her get here quickly. Or ask her counselor to get a Mensa (spelling? Its meaning is to transfer to any other schools that will pay for her PHD - something like that).
I told her that my cousin works at MIT in Boston. She said really? I said yes. Maybe I can ask him. I said that his fiancé, which is his wife now, followed her there. He moved there to be with her. I said, see it runs in the family! She laughed and smiled. Well there is more to the story but I'm getting tired to write or think what was said. So we blew each other kisses and told me to think about my feelings of the situation and let her know the answer tomorrow.
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